you are watching the early recordings of this generation's most important beat writer. you are priviledged. someone who knows her has decided to share a secret with you. she might be the next hunter s. thompson or charles bukowski. she might be franny or zooey.
or---
you are watching a deluded 22 year old girl lose herself to illicit drugs, pharmaceutical abuse, narcissism, severe mental illness, and wikipedia.
either way you can't stop looking, your curiosity is aroused and when you see her in a newspaper in the future (maybe her book gets rave reviews, maybe someone kidnaps her, maybe she dies) you will remember this entry, Laura Matsue 1, and the subsequent entries to come. you will probably show this to your friends when you are done watching it and they won't get it but tell them that no one 'gets it' and that's really how it's supposed to be.
