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so, oddly enough, i found a lady friend. i've had a crush on this girl for a long while. the timing was just never right.
unknown to me, said girl also had a crush on me. seems that we were dropping hints to each other the whole time and neither one of us ever picked up on it. we're retarded. hahaha we've been spending alot of time together the past three weeks.
things are going pretty good. i dropped her off at the airport this morning. that kind of sucked. i hate saying good-bye, even though she's coming back home in like a few days. i'm a sappy son of a bitch and i don't care. hahaha


thanks to eddie, toryn, charity and sakura for sending me christmas cards! they were all really cool and i like getting unexpected mail that isn't bills.

i decided not to take the job after the interview.... the con's outweighed the pro's. so, i figure i'll just try to hang on as long as i can where i am.


hope every-one in gg land is doing ok.


merry christmas (or whatever it is you might celebrate) and happy new year!

so, yeah... i have an interview wednesday after i get off work for a new job that *should* pay about 3 dollars more an hour.
i'll have to work saturdays, but i'll be off on sundays and mondays. i can deal with that.
it will be alot more stable than where i am and more hours, which i need to be able to move out of this freaking basement.
i might even start liking what i do again... i'm not holding my breath on that one though.


i got my ticket to see mf doom next week. should be much fun. sold my extra ticket to a friend of mine.


things are kind of looking up at the moment.... i hope they stay that way...

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that's all i have. hope everybody has a good one.




jason

i saw dear enemy play last night along with dixie duncan and fervor and some other band that i don't remember what their name was. it was a pretty good show. i got in free thanks to gogi putting me on the guest list. met some people. saw a minor girl fight that was broken up way to soon in my opinion.
you should never stop a girl fight between hot chics until both girls are naked!!! hahaha


toryn's superman set went live. all i can say is: somebody send me a toryn for christmas. is that too much to ask?
i promise i'll never ask for anything else ever again. ok, enough of that. starting to sound all creepy and shit.


i just bought one of these...

it supposed to be here tomorrow. i get to put it together. that's gonna suck. i may bug miller and try to get him to help.
anyhoo, i don't know what else to say. so, i'm going to shut up now.

i just thought of this word. snuzzlecunt. i don't have a meaning for it though. whatever it turns out to be, i really like saying it.
snuzzlecunt snuzzlecunt. lol


ok, enough of that.

toryn's superman set is going live today. this makes me happy in pants.

oh what a wonderful day!!!
i so love being told that if i don't volunteer to not come in to work one day a week that it will be done for me.
so, until further notice, i no longer work on mondays. on top of that, i'm still not guaranteed to get to stay all day for the days that i do work. so, yeah. on the bright side, i get 3 day weekends. yippee fucking skippy.
i need to find a new job, but i really really really really dread doing so. i wish i knew how to do something else.
i wouldn't mind getting out of the wrench turning business.



on top of that, i think i quit smoking today. granted it's only been 4 and a half hours and i feel like i'm about to go nuts. i don't care.
with work being shitty, it's something i've been meaning to do. might as well be now.

fuck the brewhouse. i'm not paying for your fucking window.
i'm tired of work. tired of being sent home. tired of the short paychecks. tired of wondering "are they gonna fire me today?"

i need a happy distraction and i can't find one.

you suck and i hate you.