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I think my parents just sold me their car. So, I have a new car.
I'm thinking about seeing someone about my anxiety attacks.
I'm training to serve at my work. Which is a big posh hotel in South Florida. It has 9 restaurants in it. The kids make like 200 a night. It's sick.
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Matilda
new car and good job
lucky duck
Charlie
congratulations! sounds like things are going well!
urantidrug
They are going to be going well. They just aren't yet. It's hard to explain.
Lily
Careful with anti-depressants...took me 6 months to get off mine...just ask for klonapin or a mild anti-anxiety thing.
urantidrug
I don't do pills. I just want to be taught ways to deal with it. I'm stronger than pills. I just need to know exercises and stuff to quit my attacks.
Lily
Good for you.
Paper bags really help, yoga, meditation.
urantidrug
I did martial arts for a long time and none of it helped. I used to be like buff and stuff. It's not that kind of anxiety attack.
Lily
Ohh.
urantidrug
yeah I don't hyperventilate. I sick up.
Lily
Eeep. Ginger is good for nausea though I don't know how it works for that type. Its worked for pretty much every other type with me though.
urantidrug
who knows. I really just kinda need to talk my stuff out I guess.
Lily
Probably. Writing helps me a lot.
urantidrug
I used to write all the time, but it got really difficult.
Lily
:(
urantidrug
It was really hard to put all my thoughts on paper.
Lily
Sometimes my brain moves faster than what my hand can.
urantidrug
A lot of it was my brain couldn't describe the feelings so they ended up worse than they were.
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new car and awesome job, sounds great! hope the other stuff gets better too