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Awoken in disarray... clothes were everywhere, lipstick traces on the sheets and the pillows and on the neck. I have a cut on my knuckle from either a bite or from my arm flailing around against the headboard.

I rose from the bed, made some food for both of us and proceeded to clean up and head into the office as I have some research to do and numbers to crunch.

I can't help but take a break from my duties and take a second to reflect. It was a crazy night... she's sent me emails and messages saying how much fun she had.

It was a good night... and an even better morning.

I feel so extraordinary
Something's got a hold on me
I get this feeling I'm in motion
A sudden sense of liberty
I don't care 'cause I'm not there
And I don't care if I'm here tomorrow
Again and again I've taken too much
Of the things that cost you too much
I used to think that the day would never come
I'd see delight in the shade of the morning sun
My morning sun is the drug that brings me near
To the childhood I lost, replaced by fear
I used to think that the day would never come
That my life would depend on the morning sun...

When I was a very small boy,
Very small boys talked to me
Now that we've grown up together
They're afraid of what they see
That's the price that we all pay
Our valued destiny comes to nothing
I can't tell you where we're going
I guess there was just no way of knowing
I used to think that the day would never come
I'd see delight in the shade of the morning sun
My morning sun is the drug that brings me near
To the childhood I lost, replaced by fear
I used to think that the day would never come
That my life would depend on the morning sun...


Thank you B. Sumner

I'd say there is about 90 days to go... I am counting down.

What a glorious day that will be.

Amazing...

Have you ever had one of those days where you look out upon the earth and just want to burn it all the fuck down?

I am in the middle of one of those days.


The only glimmer of hope in this cluster fuck of a day is that my grandmother baked me the raddest banana nut spice muffins.

NoPotNewGuy (8:52:43 PM): you know what an afterbirth looks like right?
The_Setup (8:52:53 PM): yes... I'm scared
The_Setup (8:53:02 PM): what the fuck are you gonna show me?
NoPotNewGuy (8:53:28 PM): its a video of a guy fucking a placenta
The_Setup (8:53:56 PM): and you thought that bukkake vid was fucked up?!?!?!
The_Setup (8:53:59 PM): ewwww
NoPotNewGuy (8:54:09 PM): hahaha I am fucking kidding thats gross
The_Setup (8:54:17 PM): you bastard

So yeah... I hung out with the nice young lady again tonight (the one I told you all about not too long ago), she's pretty awesome.

I'm loving life right now.

So yeah... I spent the evening with a friend last night. She was a good sport, really sweet. She said I was pretty good too.

I love life right now.

I feel like a douche... all I've done all day is fuck around on the internet. I have a ton of work to do and I totally fucked off on it. I'd better get on that shit.

But the day has been quite fun.

Farhaad and I had Thai food earlier... it was pretty damn good.

After dinner, I went to Amoeba and bought a Torche record, also pretty damn good.


Good times.

Ahh... the nostalgia...




I miss this band.