tctopcat

ok, so ive been turned down, again.  its so aggravating.  Why do you have to be pigeon holed into one thing, why do i have to be tattooed or pierced or dyed.........ugh.   whatever.

so, came back from Conneticut today, bleh, it was pretty but who likes to be stuck with the inlaws?  not to mention my alergies have still been going apeshit and making me miserable, been starting to wonder if its my alergies at all or if im dying from walking pneumonia.......totally awesome feeling let me tell you.   So got back and then crashed like all day cause the way i felt and got woken up by my friend calling me freaked out that something was wrong with her kitten and so i had to go pick her up and take them to the animal hospital for a very expensive emergency visit.  Luckily the kitten is ok for now.  But not im just getting  to bed, 6 hours later at 3:30 am.  I wonder if life is ever easy?.....or if its just one crazy drama after another....

So here is another day, tired, full and bleh.    Its been a few days since i applied and stil no answer, im hoping it doesnt take too long, some girls have told me it took them a month to hear anything, i would really like to hear back.   Oh well, im gonna watch the new "house" , Hugh laurie is frikken hot!

so, this is my first journal entry, joined a week or two ago, have been checking out the site and like it very much, still trying to get into the community aspect of it though.  I applied yesterday and waiting to hear back, hoping for a good answer.  I like a lot of the girls and the sets although i think some could be a little more imaginative with the D.I.Y.'s but its difficult doing it on your own so whatever i understand.   But anyway,   Please feel free to stop by and say hi if you want, i think im gonna go start my new book now.