so stoked for a change at the moment.  had the best nights sleep, got home from dinner last night to find two packages!!!  my deathwish order and my nfg/ishc pre-orders/have heart shirts.

things are looking up, jus and i had a really good talk last night.   she has a new boyfriend now and i haven't taken to it the best that i can.  but not because i'm jealous or unhappy for her.  only because i know she's more than likely the one love of my life.  i don't see the things i see in her in anyone else, and not sure i ever will.

work's pretty sweet, i started learning how to taper in clipper work yesterday.  had an average day with the cut throat though, i knicked two clients.  nothing major but it's a little shithouse.   i wasn't too with it.   i start late today which makes me pretty happy, get to sit around for a little while.

i have to go to sydney tomorrow for the day, i feel like an international man of mystery or something.  my sister is going to the american consulate to talk over details of her visa for when she moves with her fiance.   i wanna try make a "photo diary" of the day,.... i've never been to sydney.  so hopefully we get time to see the opera house, harbour bridge and a couple of other goodies.