stuxee

so stoked for a change at the moment.  had the best nights sleep, got home from dinner last night to find two packages!!!  my deathwish order and my nfg/ishc pre-orders/have heart shirts.

things are looking up, jus and i had a really good talk last night.   she has a new boyfriend now and i haven't taken to it the best that i can.  but not because i'm jealous or unhappy for her.  only because i know she's more than likely the one love of my life.  i don't see the things i see in her in anyone else, and not sure i ever will.

work's pretty sweet, i started learning how to taper in clipper work yesterday.  had an average day with the cut throat though, i knicked two clients.  nothing major but it's a little shithouse.   i wasn't too with it.   i start late today which makes me pretty happy, get to sit around for a little while.

i have to go to sydney tomorrow for the day, i feel like an international man of mystery or something.  my sister is going to the american consulate to talk over details of her visa for when she moves with her fiance.   i wanna try make a "photo diary" of the day,.... i've never been to sydney.  so hopefully we get time to see the opera house, harbour bridge and a couple of other goodies.

3 weeks until my current hardcore life is complete (until a 108, soul control, hope con or verse tour happens)




have heart in byron bay and brisbane.




holy
fucking
shit.

"this so called shit is what i live for"

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do yourself a favour

so it's been a little while...

this week has been pretty fucking awesome, but has definately had it's ups and it's downs. 

i started my new job as an apprentice barber on monday, within the end of my first day i had been gowning clients, working the till, and learning to neck shave.  by the end of my second day i was given a pair of clippers and told to 'go for it'.  so now the week is over and i do neck shaves all day, i started 3 haircuts for seniors yesterday and already my boss is looking into my equiptment funding to get me my scissors/clippers/razor etc.  i'm fucking stoked.  they actually believe in me and remind me constantly that they think that i'm going to pick it all up quickly and i'm going to be a really good barber.

outside of work my life is still pretty boring, band can't do anything until our drummer is back from thailand, then we're playing with some US band called FOUR YEAR STRONG?  i've never heard of them but trendier kids keep telling me it's "sick pop punk with beatdowns".  i might wait for the show to check them out....

i guess the only thing left to say is i'm sick of asking myself the same questions.... and never about myself, only about everyone and everything else going on around me.   i don't know who i can trust anymore.



i'm going to move to the states after values here breaks up and i'm qualified as a barber... visit my sister and her then husband and hang out a whollleeee lot...    be my friend?

so... i have a dillema.

i have a huge thing for one of the seniors at my old work.  she's been in a relationship for like 2 years and seems largely unhappy.  we have had this instant like "click" with eachother... it fucking sucks because we get along so well,  we could hang out and have the best time ever but i don't know what to do because her boyfriend's a leech and a jealousy machine.  lives at her hip.

she's 24, cute as hell, funny as and cuts amazing hair.



what the fuck!!!