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i'm excited. as far as i know, this is my first time :D

yey for twitter! *follow me: twitter.com/somastardust*

and yey facebook because i get to do my first actual pr0n videoon saturday! nofauxxx.com

and there's a satyricon gig at slim's that night OMFG. i need to go to

ok so i went to this psychiatrist... new dr. and he said he thinks i have ADD and he gave me dexedrine. i gotta say it is THE SHIT. i'm no longer hopeless. i actually do stuff now. i'm active and i have energy bordering on hyper... i can concentrate on stuff for longer than five minutes... and i'm feeling more social.

so i follow annaliese on

i'm broken-hearted or something.
i'm not too sure why. ok, i was rejected, but... things are still a bit better than they were. so knowing this, why can't i make my heart understand and just stop the fuck crying?
also, i am on twitter. http://twitter.com/somastardust

i bore even myself.

i had an awesome weekend.
let me start at the beginning.
on saturday i went to paganfest at the DNA lounge (check up on their troubles - they could be shut down! SAVE DNA!!!)
omfg the band were awesome. they all seemed to be having a great time, like a ginormous party. cormorant, blackguard, swashbuckle, moonshadow, primordial, and korpiklaani all

my mom died a year ago at around 10 or 11 pm, april 15th.
i'm not doing well with this.
i vomited last night (i never do that) for absolutely no discernable reason. i wonder if i'm holding my emotions in too much.
my anxiety is at a higher level than usual... i can't breathe well, and i'm shaking a lot. i still feel pukey...
maybe if i just had a good

i'm so not keeping up with what goes on in GG-land. it's hard to get excited about a site that's not interested in you no matter how hot the girls are D:

*tries harder*

i pay to be here dammit! i should use it! >.>

~soma~

grrr. third time denied GG-hood.

why, oh why? i have no idea. form letters tell me nothing. >.<

oh wells.

~soma~

i need new ink. for reals. somebody tattoo me for free ;P

i'm also incredibly sick. not much congestion or w/e but my bodya ches all over and i can't think. meeehhh....

i took what advil i could find (childrens' chewable i found while cleaning out my mom's place about 10 months ago... ) i'm waiting for it to work....

>.>

<.<

~somahateliferightnow~

is there any GG who isn't my favorite? eh heh... ^.^; *just realised i follow links and such and go +fav! a whole hell of a lot*

erm.. so...

what have we learned this week?
pimpin' ain't easy.
meeting people takes a finesse that i just plain don't have.
everyone needs to feel special.
1,000 is a big number.

on to other things.
uhm...
i have a big