poolshark's journals

Last night was my first night back on the job after a month long break. It was also a full moon party. It was crazy as always. I am scheduled to work tomorrow. I guess it's back to my normal 10:00AM-6:00PM shift for now. I refuse to work 7 days a week litke I was doing. I want my life back.

I am in bed sick. *blah*

The last three weeks have been tough. My boyfriends Mother & Aunt were visiting from South Africa. They left this morning. Hells YEAH! My boyfriend (He is a GG member) totally let his Mom treat me like shit. I really learned alot about him and our relationship during the visit. Like my boyfriend has NO backbone. His mother accused me of being bulmic among other horrible shit. I am glad that she is gone. I am waiting for the fallout of this visit. Our relationship may not survive this. I have decided against orders (from my boyfriend and my doctor) to go back to work at least until I figure out what to do next. I am going crazy without a job. The days seem so much longer and I am so bored. Maybe I should move?!?!?

My boyfriends mother was REALLY fucking mean and nasty to me this morning. She told me that (and I quote her EXACT words)...."YOU ARE MAKING A FOOL OF MY SON". What the FUCK?!?! She wouldn't even explain her statement. I do not care who she is. I will not back down and be treated this way even if it costs me my relationship with my boyfriend. My self respect is more valuble to me. The gloves are off! No more little Miss nice Melissa.

My boyfriend sent me an email from work stating that is was a "language barrier" problem. Fuck that! She said this to me in English. I understand English! I am livid!

My boyfriends Mother and Aunt flew in from South Africa last night. They will be here for three weeks. Last night was my first meeting with anyone of his family members. He hasn't been back to South Africa since 2005, about a month or so after we started dating. I was extremely nervous meeting them but so far they both seem to be very nice. I will update again soon.

I have been trying to update for a couple of days now. Blah! I adore Gods Girls but the glitches bug me sometimes. Ok...Here I go. I have been so sick lately. Puking and in a lot of pain. I have seen so many doctors that it's becoming part of my daily life. Tomorrow, I will see a private practice gynecologist . She specializes in cancer as well. Apparently the tumor that is in my right ovary is growing at a fast pace. Yipee! If I have to have surgery, which I probably will, I am looking at a doctor in Puerto Rico. He was recommended to me by a girl that works with my boyfriend. She went through something similar to what I am going through last year. So, Who wants to hang out in Puerto Rico with me and drink coconut sodas. ha! ha! I will probably go there and stay there alone. I am looking into hotels and to my surprise very few offer room service, some don't even have elevators. What's up with that?!?! It's times like this I wish I had some "Bewitched" type powers. If I could twitch me nose and make things happen, I wouldn't need room service. ha! ha! Sorry, My humor is bad. It's been one of the only ways I have been able to deal with this. I make stupid jokes and it helps. My boyfriend has been so nice though. He has been stressed out though. His mother and aunt are coming to visit (from South Africa) on Sunday. I was hoping to make a good impression since this will be the first time that I will be meeting any of his family. I doubt that my puking abilities will impress her. ha ha. She is a doctor though so maybe she will be able to give me some insight. My boyfriend gave me this last night. It's pink sapphire surrounded by diamonds.

 I am currently wearing it on my right middle finger. It's a little big so I will have to have it re-sized.  What has everyone else been up to? Anygood Valentine's Day plans? The Gods Girls Valentines Party seems like it will be a ton of fun. Too bad I live so far away. I love the Caribbean but it's so far away from EVERYWHERE! xoxo. poolshark/Melissa

I have a tumor in my right ovary and a tumor in my uterus. It makes me feel sick and puke. Even at work. Great thing for a bartender to do.

about my obsession with Veronica and her "Easter In August" set. It is probably my favorite set of all time. I love this picture. It makes my heart jump and melt at the same time!

I have worked seven days a week since December 3rd. I needed some down time. Yay for me. My boss is giving me shit but I don't care. I am noones slave. ha! ha!

I put up some Gods Girls stickers at my place of employment, Bomba's Surfside Shack here in the British Virgin Islands. I would put up more but I have ran out of stickers.

This is where I work as a bartender.

This is where I have put up Gods Girls Stickers so far.

Me acting like a dork behind the bar!

Bullshit Playboy pictures hanging up in the bar! It needs some GG swag!

I would put up the pictures from Skin Deep but I am in love with them and the calender so I have decided to be greedy and keep them all to myself.

Also, If possible, I would love to host a Gods Girls party/event at the Bomba Shack. It's a pretty famous place and always has a big crowd. I know only two members and no Gods Girls live here but I am just putting the idea out there.