I think I have gone all emo! I am listening to My chemical romance, and thinking of dying my hair black. I think, maybe, I am too angry to be emo and probably to old, old man emo!
I had another hair cut at my bloody hair dressers; this time I rather rudely said " Now not to bloody short, mister" HA I got my way.
I keep having daydreams that super D is driving into my drive siting in her car, messing with her hair, checking her make-up then getting out, and walking to my house, with that bouncy walk she had. However this daydream has overtones of Angela (the other EX) who did the same well sort of, she would just sit there for a while then come to the house.
Have you ever considered that love is a dialectic process? Well let me explain what dialectics is first. Dialectics is a process in philosophy mainly associated with the philosopher
Hegelian, however there are many other philosophers that this process has been connected with, such as
Socrates and his
Socratic method. Dialectics is a method of looking at Ideas or processes; basically you have 1 idea which comes into conflict with another idea which creates another ideas and so on. Which means what everything is a continuously changing process. So lets take LOVE; you fall in love with someone and within a few weeks they have changed, but they are still the person that you fell in love with. The change is not on the surface rather underneath, however this changing process continues on both sides of the equation. Personally I can directly relate to this hypothesis in my relationships so far.
There is a quote from Marx that goes " The philosophers have only interpreted the world, the point is to change it"
That is my paradox at the present, I wish to change my world rather than the whole world, or change the brainwashed processes of the world that I inhabit.
Hmmmmmmmmmm what next?
Graffiti video ish!