why is it that one gets into someting, knowing full well that it will end in an unpleasant situation, and then is surprised when everything they expected to happen, happens?
basically, it just did- it happened. and i'm shocked.
and yet i knew this would happen. exactly like this...

am i making sense to anyone but myself???

anyway, i think today is a great day for some xanax and walking around the beautifully sunny city and trying not to focus on anything...

you know what they say...
KEEP ON KEEPIN' ON!