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Gone Baby Gone... posted : 06/14/09 at 08:45pm pst listening to:My heart breaking

 Just got home from work to find out that my room mate let the cat out to piss when he was smoking a cigarette; couldn't get her to come back inside so he just let her go about her business assuming she'd return. That was around 12pm this afternoon, it's now 7:40. The sweetest girl I ever met and she's gone like that. Thanks for the food, water, shelter and love, BUT I'M FUCKING OUT.  This is so god damn typical of my life at this point it's making me lose my mind. I can't go one day without something terrible happening to cap it off. Not only is my cat gone, but I've got a summons to appear before the Superior Court of California July 1st to pay 246 dollars in fines or face the consequences. I didn't think I'd be so upset over losing a cat I had for one night, but that little black and gray purr-machine made me smile dammit. Now she's gone. Got what she wanted from me and left. Just like every girl I've ever dated. My head hurts and I want to cry, but men don't cry. We shove our emotions deep down into the pit of our souls and drown them with booze. Excuse me I have to get drunk now. 

Fuck I'm gonna miss that cat...

 

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Annaliese
06/14/09 08:49pm pst

my cats leave for days at a time and then return. i bet your little girl comes back!

outstandin
06/14/09 09:02pm pst

 I doubt it, she was a random stray I just met last night... I hope you're right though, A. Thanks.

Matilda
06/14/09 09:29pm pst

i hope she comes back

 

we have stray cats that come here and eat all the time put out some food and maybe she'll return

outstandin
06/14/09 10:17pm pst

 fingers crossed.

channe
06/15/09 01:11am pst

 :[ I'm sorry. Cat's kind of suck like that.

 I have a stray that kind of adopted me a year ago, she's a snatch though and loves up on me one minute, then claws the shit out of my hand seconds later..she's pretty much a woman.

Feel better <3 

outstandin
06/15/09 01:14am pst

 I'm really trying Channe, but I ran outta Gin a half hour ago. Mahalo for the kind thoughts. 

Josepha
06/15/09 03:21am pst

My Grandmother says that you always meet twice ;)

I hope she comes back...

outstandin
06/15/09 03:24pm pst

Me too.

Viola
06/15/09 05:39am pst

I hope she comes back to you! x

outstandin
06/15/09 03:25pm pst

 Here's hoping.

River
06/15/09 08:07am pst

For all their love and affections, cat still have that "fuck you, I'm independent" nature about them. Hopefully, once she realizes that the outside world blows and a nice warm house with food isn't so bad after all, she'll come trotting back. Have you thought about posting signs around town?

Fuck that "men don't cry" bullshit. Real men cry when they really need to.

outstandin
06/15/09 03:22pm pst

 My tears are 100 Proof.

Lily
06/16/09 10:42pm pst

Awww... :(

outstandin
06/16/09 10:51pm pst

:(

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