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 So, I am all moved into my new apartment in San Marcos, CA.  Started work a couple days ago and people seem cool. I was mentally prepared for the being alone part of moving to a place where I did not know anyone, but I am having a little trouble kick-starting my plans to keep myself busy. I think I want to buy a bicycle, maybe a gym membership,

 Can't sleep tonight. So much on my mind- anticipation, nervousness, waiting. I hate waiting. 

 What will it be like when I get there- completely alone?  I mean, I KNOW that I will make friends and find a routine and make my life just how I want it to be; I  know these things. But until then, I'm just laying awake at night and

 I am so fucking ready to be out of here. I want a clean slate and a chance to just start from scratch in a place where I don't know a single person.  I don't give a fuck about the economy or cost of living or any bullshit- I just want to completely and totally rely solely on myself.  The older I get, the more I feel like a recluse- but I'm so

 I've made up my mind...

 I'm moving. Near San Diego.

 Don't know a single person there, but that's ok. 

 Now I just need to find someone to take over my lease here in Vegas.

 And find a place to live when I get there.

 Ready? Go.

 A chance to get out of here?

 I think I am taking it, no matter what the cost.

 Fresh starts are always refreshing, right?

 I just watched this movie, Cashback.  I guess it was a romantic comedy of sorts? I don't know. Anyone ever seen it?

 Anyways, it made me realize that I cannot remember the last time I really liked a girl- you know, met a girl that I really liked. 

 I mean, I can remember. But it's been a very long time. Maybe years.  

 Whatever that means.

 Aaaaaaah!!! I'm 26 today. Crazy. That sounds so old. Haha.

Saw Rise Against and Rancid last night. BAD ASS show!!!  So many people bought me drinks. Good times for sure. Hopefully I'll have pictures from my party tonight too.

 Irony:

 Everyone in this city complains about how shitty people here are; about how hard it is to find people you can truly trust- decent people.  Yet, if we are all  complaining....then aren't we all guilty too?

 The desert does strange things.

  So fucking bored!!!

  Do you ever have one of those days when ADD kicks in hard and everything is just a complete and utter bore?

  Yeah, today is one of those days. I'm gonna crawl out of my skin!!!!

  In other news, I got a new hat. And the bright, desert sun makes my eyes look sad.

 Best rejection line I've ever received....

Last night, after being introduced to a girl at a bar, having a few beers, talking...I am leaving and ask for her #.

Her reply:

No, I don't think we should give out our numbers. You're bad news.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA that seriously made my night.C