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all the pretty girls can't measure to you... posted : 09/03/09 at 12:54am pst listening to:fun.

 So, I am all moved into my new apartment in San Marcos, CA.  Started work a couple days ago and people seem cool. I was mentally prepared for the being alone part of moving to a place where I did not know anyone, but I am having a little trouble kick-starting my plans to keep myself busy. I think I want to buy a bicycle, maybe a gym membership,

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Come down and waste away with me... posted : 08/14/09 at 02:51am pst listening to:Foo Fighters

 Can't sleep tonight. So much on my mind- anticipation, nervousness, waiting. I hate waiting. 

 What will it be like when I get there- completely alone?  I mean, I KNOW that I will make friends and find a routine and make my life just how I want it to be; I  know these things. But until then, I'm just laying awake at night and

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Bottling up my.... posted : 08/09/09 at 01:44am pst listening to:The Get Up Kids

 I am so fucking ready to be out of here. I want a clean slate and a chance to just start from scratch in a place where I don't know a single person.  I don't give a fuck about the economy or cost of living or any bullshit- I just want to completely and totally rely solely on myself.  The older I get, the more I feel like a recluse- but I'm so

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And they all look just the same... posted : 07/30/09 at 01:10am pst listening to:Weeds theme song

 I've made up my mind...

 I'm moving. Near San Diego.

 Don't know a single person there, but that's ok. 

 Now I just need to find someone to take over my lease here in Vegas.

 And find a place to live when I get there.

 Ready? Go.

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A long time coming, but now I'm running.... posted : 07/23/09 at 03:52pm pst listening to:Maylene and the Sons of Disaster

 A chance to get out of here?

 I think I am taking it, no matter what the cost.

 Fresh starts are always refreshing, right?

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Name Brian! Age 26 Occupation rock n roll Location San Diego area Hometown Los Angeles Sign Cancer About Me I love life. I love being alive. I do what I want. Why Im a GodsGirl's Member why not? Superhero Power Sexual fantasy gods girls. Weapon of Choice guitar slingin. Hobbies Music. Self-expression. Socializing. Music the good kind. the sincere kind. Movies Magnolia, Requiem For A Dream, The Godfather, Forrest Gump, Wayne's World, Billy Madison, Snatch Books The Catcher In the Rye, Everything Is Illuminated, A Heartbreaking Work of Staggering Genius, Extremely Loud & Incredibly Close, American Gods, The Godfather TV The Simpsons, Family Guy, 24, The Office, Seinfeld Art Food ice cream. steak. potatoes. Education I am alive everyday. And that is my education. Status Single Orientation Straight Ethnicity Birthday jul 14 Who I Idolize people who follow their hearts Goals Playing a sold-out arena tour, seeing a UFO firsthand, traveling around the world, visiting all 50 states (5 more to go!), chasing a tornado (ala Twister), having a lovely wife and amazing children, looking back on my life and saying Bedtime attire Whatever I pass out in. Nerdy Secret Pleasure My Favorite GodsGirls Matilda, Evelyn, Blossom, Holli, Alexandra, Lux....and a million more! Unicorn or Pegasus? if Patrick Duffy was shooting lazers at you how would you defend yourself? My Website
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