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Monday : eight hours of work homework homework
Tuesday : school till noon then drive 90 miles to teach in sac.
Wednesday : Study study study lunch with the mom. Train. drive 90 miles home
Thursday : school till noon , work eight hours
Friday : Study study stud work work work , homework.
Saturday : work eight hours , Running Rpg
Sunday : work eight
... read full entry >SO this last girl....
You know , I think Ill just quote two of the last texts she sent me and let you draw your own conclusions....
" Why when Im bummed do I always feel better when I cut myself ? Its not deep don't worry. : ) "
And
" The teddy bears are coming to get me." ... Im going to say that again "
... read full entry >Not that there was an old one. The outline is done coloring to come , I'm very happy with it.

For some reason a number of the girls Ive shown it to asked if I had someone there to "hold my hand" ..... Huh? It hurt but not THAT bad.
All said its been a few wacky days. The 29th was my birthday I am 32 now. My mom of all people
... read full entry > I just saw Chelseas three year anniversary video and was struck by nostalgia. Ive been here since the beginning and was remembering a buuuunch of stuff. Seen good people leave and a bunch of losers leave as well.
Many of my memories were of forum arguments and absolutely hating alot of people and overreacting to trivial things in my
I ran across an interesting and completely true piece of advice today :
" Never win an argument with a woman , Its the one thing they will never forgive."
One of my favorite memories from being a kid about 14 or 15 or so was the girl I had a mindbending crush on sitting behind me in english class singing this song
So , im over my ex (finally) or at least enough to the point of going out and getting laid again, I should have more sex , much MUCH more sex , because im fucking GOOD at it .
... read full entry >In the words of Longfellow :
"Not in the clamour of the Crowded street ,Not in the shouts and plaudits of the throng,But in ourselves are triumph and defeat "
Trying to sort some stuff out in my head and in my life , Which has been turned upside down.
I was wrong about alot of stuff. About myself and about my ex , and life in general. This requires no explanation to any of you its ust something I need to say to see myself say it.
I kinda wish Rocky was my dad instead of the fucking douchebag
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