matthew's journals

i am not sure if einstein ever actually said this but:

"The definition of insanity is repeating the same action over and over again but each time expecting a different result"

here some some pictures

the power of music in politics Obammmmma by Will I Am

i do not care if you vote for this man or not but i think he is a very powerful effective speaker.  he might make a great leader??

" nothing can stand in the way of the power of millions of voices calling for change"

last week i shot with geisha as a peacock.  get it??? pea cock.

this week i am working on the set of the show 24 driving a huge ass 5 ton truck.  everyone is really nice to me, and the gig is super easy.

i have a 9 am call time tomorrow except instead of sleeping i am on the internet?  i paid out all of my parking tickets just now 1100$  WTF?  i am broke again!  alicia found my godsgirls pictures in my iphone and she opend the first picture up was adaya spread eagle on the brown leather sofa, that is always the awkward part when women i like see my pictures....but she took me out again today so i guess its ok with her?  this woman is amazing.  most women stop calling me when they see the dirty stuff...  druggie,pornographer,smoker,divorced father, broke as fuck.  don't know what she sees in me?  today i met her mom and my hands were shaking.. ha ha

i feel really weird...i always read about it but never thought it would infect me....i think it is a diesease called being happy.  I forgot what it felt like.

luv her<3

i have a giant mickey mouse in my livingroom and any girl that comes over wants to shoot something with the mickey mouse???  his game is pretty tight..

here is natalie (luv her) on u tube being a dork with mickey

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3_vzSxUvrYE

yesterday was my first gg shoot in 3? months..eva was fun to shoot with and easy and  nice <3

but Eva is one of those smart college girl types...like she's really smart with a brain n' stuff..?

I shot some stuff with jeffree the other week.  i stole this picture off his myspace  http://www.myspace.com/jeffreestar

we shot that like a week ago and it says 3500 myspace comments!!!!...that is fricken weeeeeiiird?????  is that for real?

even on my best shot i ever took, i only ever get one or two "pity comments"..and the fact that i am writign a journal about how many comments i dont get on myspace is even weirderrrrr...

i was driving down the massachusettes coastline in my rental car at 6 am and saw the green touristy signs off the highway pointing to PLYMOUTH ROCK. i think plymouth rock is where "it all began" where the pilgrims landed in america and it might be cool at sunrise..? so i weaved my way through the quaint little seacoast town untill i found the rock. it isnt as impressive as you might think. its only a small little rock. i was expecting something more impressive.



so i kinda stood there for a while freezing my ass off sipping my triple venti mocha taking pictures and decided this was as good a place as any to take a piss before getting back on the freeway and the rock is kinda down low so i just started peeing on it....

cop car

they drive right up to me and i pee on myself a little as i put my penis away relly quick but i can already see the statewide (or nationwide?) outrage at me being arrested for taking a piss on a national monument..it reminds me of ozzy getting busted in texas for peeing on the alamo.. i probably shouldnt write this in a publc journal..



but they drove over because i parked my rental car in no parking in the middle of the road..



they had no idea?!?!?! i was sure they saw my pee stream?!?!?










so i drove the rest of the way down the coastline with pee on my pants :(

RIGHT NOW... please call your mommy to tell her that you love her b4 it is 2 late... dont wait or you might not get a chance.....i am getting on a plane to cape cod tomorrow to vry some more. .. i cant stop crying..

nothing like a brain stroke to put life in perspective..huh??