matthew's journals

on the front page just now, every journal posted was private so i felt compelled to post a public journal.. sheeeze..

one day model comp cards are always quick and dirty photography .. hey look the stupid silver wall again!!! please refer to the definition of insanity from previous journals entries..

just say no, drugs are bad:

unico is a pretty cool group of people that makes stripper clothes.. but on set i was calling it exotic wear..ha ha ha..

i think i am in luv with a stripper.

ps these models are not strippers.

 

 

I can't read the future
But I still want to hold you close
Right now, is all I want from you
So give me the morning
Sharing another day
With you, is all I want to know

And baby I've tried to forget you
But the light of your eyes still shine
You shine like an angel
A spirit that won't let me go

that last picture of autume puking in an inflatable toilet reminded me of someone siad to me that before they knew me, they saw my gg profile with a picture of me sitting on the toilet and thought i was a disgustingf pig.  i am not sure why i like the toilet so much.  i seem to shoot a lot of toilet photography..???  CREEP.

here is me vomiting in a mini kindergarten toilet.

also here is picture that i stole off ricker's page that reminded me of something..?

 

 

today i shot with melodie and a really cute girl i have never met before named autumn.  she is really cute..like if you looked up in the dictionary the word cute  it would have a picture of MEEEEEEE and under neath it a picture of cute autumn..isnt she so cute...?  she is so cute thats its cute how many times you can say the word cute before it begins to sounds weird..do it.. say the word cute ten times.  do it right now out loud say this is cute and that is cute...  sounds weird huh?

here is autumn.  isnt her face so cute?

here is melodie.  isnt she the cutest?

 

 

the rookie day 3 extraction on myspace..This is the movie i worked on last month.  it is a 24 spin off

http://www.myspace.com/degreerookie

the premier party is tomorrow night at the design center, and i want to go soooo bad and i want to take jesse with me to his first premier but the movie has a couple murder scenes tnd language that probably isnt appropriate for a six year old boy so we are going to go see horton hears a who instead.

here is grace again.

i went on a great adventure last week.  this poor truck has been beat to shit by me.  it ran out of oil and overheated but still made it through 3 states.  i figure some day i will abandon it at an abandoned gas station like this one.

this is FREYA.  I think she is awesome

after the shoot she took me to chilis and i ate soemthing called an awesome blossom.  she is waaaay more awesome than the awesome blossom.

everytime i spend a long time typing something on godsirls dot com and then i push send, the website fails out and when it comes back i have to retype everything all over again... this haappens ALL THE TIME.. (please refer to the definition of insanity below)  when i write journals and try to attach images with the flicker links, after i push post, i have to go back and push the edit button b4 the pictures will show up other wise it just this kinda wordscrap:

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but when i go back and push edit and then save changes it shows up as a picture.. lately the edit button doesnt seem to work so i either just delete the whole journal or log out and swear my head off.. ima idiot

right now, i am in a best western in arizona. i am very sooo over living out of a suicase in hotel rooms...jess just left, she is AMAZING, but she doesnt seem to know it.....i really really really really really like this girl a LOT and i usually hate everyone... THIS IS INSANE!!!!!! i swear to god i have the craziest life that is not printable on the internet...

i am going to my other roommate's chippendale show 2 nite in vegas but I AM NOT GAY so i am going to bring a hot chick with me so no one will get the wrong idea...