matthew's journals

this is how i feel

here is some pictures...blah.

 

 

check it out!! 105 MPH in the Isuzu fully loaded with camera gear and i got one hand on the wheel while the other is taking a picture just for proof this journal.. the truck gets really shakey any faster than that

thanks MCho, u are a cool dude..

bono said this to me "a gift is something that you give without expectation of something in return" or somethjing like that...?

 

i get to see jesse james tomorrow for the first time in three weeks..im nervous... 

ps it is not healthy to take 25 accetaminafin in 24 hours.  it causes liver damage..

i have been going back and forth to las vegas every week shooting catalog stuff for michael cho.  he took everyone to tao beach pool party with a cabanna and everything.. and they gave me 100$ bonus plus some outfits for jessica.  plus all the mountain dew and cigarettes i could smoke.  someone gave them "my list" and all that was on it was mt dew and newport 100's...everyone else got sushi and snacks...i need a new list of snacks or something??

thanks adriana!  yer the best. 

thanks angel!  you are also the best! 

Sorry i put a cstand sized hole in the wall of your house..ooooppps :-)

last week i had the strangest adenture ever..  it took me 12 hours to get to vegas...WTF? sometimes i wonder how i am still alive..  "timex, it takes a licking but keeps on ticking"

i am filing a tax extension right now.. ha ha suckers..

these are the kids who video taped the teen beating bc they wanted to be famous on the internet.

they are being tried as adults for kidnapping and battery but also they have been banned from myspace and those kind of social networking sites.    Youtube will make ya famous... 

 

i have wicked bad strept throat,

but without $ i have zero antibiotics, 

but i have a pretty big photoshoot in las vegas tomorrow,

but i really dont want to go.

i feel like craaaaaaaaaaap. :-(

on the front page just now, every journal posted was private so i felt compelled to post a public journal.. sheeeze..

one day model comp cards are always quick and dirty photography .. hey look the stupid silver wall again!!! please refer to the definition of insanity from previous journals entries..

just say no, drugs are bad:

unico is a pretty cool group of people that makes stripper clothes.. but on set i was calling it exotic wear..ha ha ha..

i think i am in luv with a stripper.

ps these models are not strippers.

 

 

I can't read the future
But I still want to hold you close
Right now, is all I want from you
So give me the morning
Sharing another day
With you, is all I want to know

And baby I've tried to forget you
But the light of your eyes still shine
You shine like an angel
A spirit that won't let me go

that last picture of autume puking in an inflatable toilet reminded me of someone siad to me that before they knew me, they saw my gg profile with a picture of me sitting on the toilet and thought i was a disgustingf pig.  i am not sure why i like the toilet so much.  i seem to shoot a lot of toilet photography..???  CREEP.

here is me vomiting in a mini kindergarten toilet.

also here is picture that i stole off ricker's page that reminded me of something..?