matthew's journals

stiletto shot a set called "so anyways one time at band camp"  i stuck a flute up my pussy..and in the set she masturbates with a flute (except it isn't an actual flute it is a recorder, but those are both kinda that same anyways)..

anywasys last weekend i parked all of my worldly possesions out on my front lawn for a YARD SALE.  it was a massive undertaking with boxes and boxes of old godsgirls props and fur and weird grandama chairs and lights and toys and every peice of crap that i saved...so anyways about 9 am there was a shitload of people picking through my boxes of stuff and it is kinda hard to watch eveyone all the time

then i hear the flute

(except it isn't an actual flute it is a recorder, but those are both kinda that same anyways)..  there is some 8 year old mexican girl blowing in the flute (oh boy)  if i had more time in my life i would have thrown things like that out but its already in her mouth anyways..ha ha then the mom comes up to buy it and i was like you can have it free, but you should wash it first before you put the flute in you mouth again..

i sold almost everything that i own except my the clothes on my back.

at the end of it all i made 190$

 

this weekend i was at starbucks at Riverside/Laurel Canyon and i saw someone i knew.  I he was super pissed because i shot this guy chris crocker and he was accusing me of copying something he did with a lollipop.. shhhh yea yea.. so then eden was in my room showing me the "leave brittany alone video" and i saw this pic that i shot with chris.

which is of course xcopyx cat from helena's set with glue

but if i am copying from myself am i sposed to get mad at myself?????????????????????????????????

i am in luv with this woman...she is way way way way way way too young for me, but that's what makes me a creep

 

 

i am giving up on shooting "hot chicks" with rocking bodies because they WILL NEVER PAY YOU.  Every model that is the least bit hot knows that they can always get someone to shoot for them TFP style so why would they ever consider actually paying for images?  This is holly.  she was amazing and fun and gorgeous and i had a blast shooting with her but i didnt make any money?.. she could have at least bought me some food

ps holly arrived to the shoot in an ORANGE HUMMER!!!!  

 

shooting sunrise on beach location means waking up at  at 4:30 am??? these are some "nice" formal wear peices..at the beach??

i get this message sometimes from myspace..it is because someone looking at gg pics narced me out to the myspace cops...  i am wondering why myspace doesnt just delete my whole profile..it is clearly a pron site duh?

We had to delete one of your photos

Body: We had to remove an image (or images) from your account because they violated our Terms of Use. Our site is for people as young as 14, so we can't have certain kinds of pics (nude/sexually explicit, violence, material protected by copyright). Find out more about content we don’t allow her
e. If you continue to violate our Terms, we may be forced to remove your account.

You may feel singled out, but be assured that we delete each and every one of these images as we locate them. If you find an image which you feel is in violation of our Terms, please feel free to use the 'report image' link below the image.

Thanks for your understanding.

MySpace Safety & Security

 

this city is NOT as lucrative as i had hoped..why is everyone in the world a scam artist?? plus i have to come back in a week.. :-(
ps Kris Angle the Mind Freek= awesome and cool.
pss if you are a twenty year old MTV exec with zero vision do not blame me..i am not a mind reader..if you want to take the credit, you also have to take the blame..bitch
psss i am having my photo taken by a photgrapher in five days and i am nervous as hell..i do not like getting my picture taken..how ironic.

Here are my new boobs..








feel free to play with them.

the headshots dude today was the third person in a row to not show up and not even call to say they are not going to show up.  i always wonder why they message me ten times the day before about call times etc..but the day of the shoot they never anwer their phones....cowards.

 

i am leaving for the airport  in one hour and i am so fucking nervous!!!  i do not know why i get nervous all the time..?

 

i do not beiive im astrology type stuff but this is me...

 

DECEMBER BABY
This straight-up means your the most good-looking
person possible...better than all of these other months! Loyal and
generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and
interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in
organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand.
Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced! by
kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive.
Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants
the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good
debating skills. Has that someone a lways on his/her mind.

i discovered a great new website called phiotobucket today and i needed some shots so i stole shots off the godsgirls website.  but they are pictures that i took anyways and then someone makes them into all kinda of banners and adds the logos and all that kinda stuff.  these are my favorite so far..i am not sure who compiled this but thanks for letting me steal them for my myspace..suckers.

 

there is huricane DEAN outside catagory 5...i chose a really shitty time to take a vacation in mexico.  it's really windy and rainy..?