matthew's journals

jacqui is a hot chick.  she is a comedian.  she came over LATE at night to edit her promo shots. but it is kinda hard to come home from work and then get on the computer to do MORE work. i am exhausted :(

she does comedy that makes me uncomfortable like she is crazy or something..she reminds me of amy fiorito b/c she is a nine year old girl trapped in a twenty something's body.

i like her a lot.  i think she is cool. 

here is brook burk.

furry bunnies are the cutest things ever!  untill you see that they never stop humping and taking little turds everywhere.

yesterday we were going to shoot in malibu but there was huge wildfires..i heard that the malibu castle was burned to the ground

we stayed at natalie's awesome beach house..and just shot mediums and sofa type stuff instead.  the smoke from the malibu homes made the most amazing sunset..

this is natalie reed..she is the paris hilton look a like..? or something..whenh we were shootign on teh beach all these people came up to see paris including tmz..so strange..i didnt think the resemblance was that much...people are strange...

this is mea's band. check out the music n pictures...i think they're great!     http://www.myspace.com/djmea

i got my hands on a copy of the gram rabbit cd..i think they're great!

this is monica with some wallpaper that i bought from lowes hardware..

this is natalie with her dog collar..

last night was biiiizzzzzaaaarrrrre!

if you abuse drugs..they will fuck up your mind...normal people do not act that way..

fashion week in los angeles is usually kinda lame....why would this year b any different?

i am a dork

i think i spend more time cleaning up and moving equipment than i do taknig pictures???  i always make a huge mess and then never clean it up very good.  this crap has been here for a couple days now.. i should probab;y clean up, but i am loading burning dvds instead.  i will clean up tomorrow. i bet the roommates are getting mad at me.

this is the livingroom

this is the strangest house in the world.

this is an actual "Behind the Scenes"...she needs to pick a wedgie out

Hey look a wood panel wall with a television set

worry is like a rocking chair..you can like keep pushing and pushing but you dont ever get anywhere..

micromanagers are the worst.  this woman for tomorrow has called me 25 times today to make sure i remember to bring lights and to like not forget my camera and changing call times and not to forget memory cards and all kinda of "worrying" things like re re re re re re re rereconfirming that i am coming...i wonder if she reads my journals..ha ha..she must think i am a moron..i should show up for work without pants on and tell her she didnt remind me to my pants on????

ps i do not write my journals to YOU..it doesnt matter who you are..if i write a poem on my journal about how much "i love you" there are probably ten people who will be like ahhhhhh he means meeeeeee....

ps i am NOT STARVING FOR FOOD.. i just cant cook so i go out for food..(stick that in your deviant art page)

...then meaand my machine calls and you can hear the micromanaging worried kinda vision in her voice and she wants to talk and talk and talk about fish eye leneses and all this kinda thing and she is emailing sample shots frmo the web and talking about locations and studio shots and w/r and m/u and and and and and..she sounds less worried and more PASSIONATE..maybe i have lost the passion??? they're just pictures after all.

165 salmanilla poisioning cases in Banquet Pot Pies

"no pay" but copies and meals provided"

"with a fun and energetic crew" is so lame but i did it for the "meals" part..

guess what????

it was cold pizza

i am sorry i didnt show up today.

i was sitting next to my phone every single time you called..

i really needed the money but i am really really sorry i just cant do it anymore..its too depressing for my mental health, but swearing your head off on my vm isnt gonna change my mind. 

i should have just called you, but i was scared..

i hope you dont show up here to beat my ass in, but i wouldnt blame you if you did.. 

i am really sorry.

SUCKER