So I have decided to go back to school... Might as well while I can still get VA to pay for a lot of it. This time it'll be community college instead of university bullshit so hopefully it will go better. I have the next two semesters to take all my prerequisites for the program I want to get into, Veterinary technology. It's a two year degree and then I can take a certification test in any state, canada and the UK, which is pretty friggin sweet. AND I was talking to Noah whilst he pierced my nip nips about wanting to work at a zoo, and he told me once I get certified as a Vet Tech in NM, to come back and talk to him cause he knows a woman who can write me a letter of recommendation, and pretty much guaranty me a job at the Albuquerque Zoo!!!

I still havent recieved my medical benifits package in the mail from my work. I really fucking need that shit. My birth control alone is 60 something bucks a MONTH w/o insurence. Luckily my mom has been paying for it cause it helps me phychologically, I have PMDD and go majorly fucking psycho w/o it. But I'm running really low on my prozac and that scares the shit out of me. I've taken trial breaks before to see if I needed it anymore and also just to take a break, its surprizing how quickly those dark fucked up thoughts of mine come back. I need my happy pills man!!

You know whats good? Mountain Dew.