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i'm feeling pathetic.
two full days of doing nothing but curling up into a ball and sobbing...even when i start to get angry at him for ending things, i just start to cry again. Anytime I talk to anyone, I start to cry. The more days that go by without him calling me, the more sure I am that he's doing fine, that hes not missing me, and that despite him saying that he wants to, he won't come back to me.
on the positive, i did make it through two days without calling, texting or emailing him. also, my friend dragged me out to the mall yesterday and i bought a really hot dress to wear the next time i have to see him...*sigh*
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loveisthedrug
i am trying. part of me wants to beg him to come back and part of me wants to tell him to fuck off.
Anya
if there is a part of you that feels already that he needs to stay out of your life that's a good beginning. i know it's bloody hard but i guess you know that you gonna get better over time.even if you can't feel it yet. <3
loveisthedrug
if i thought it would work i'd do anything to get him back...the anger is only temporary right now...unfortunately.
Anya
i hope you'll get better soon.for these are three stages sad,angry,better :)
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stay strong!