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10 Things that make me believe that there's something more to life:

1) Chemical equations!  Everything balances!

2) Evolution

3) My ma had better be there!

4) The Iron content in my blood.

5) Women  (All parts)

6) How when you die and decompose your atoms and such will be used in other living things.

7) How all sequences of events before and during the formation of our solar system over time made our planet perfect for life.

8) Karma

9) Multiple dimensions or string theory or m theory.

10) The Big Bang.

Now don't get me wrong.  I don't subscribe to any typical religion.  None that I've encountered thus far have worked for me.  Most of them seem to throw logic to the wayside and focus on faith and stories.  To me though there's too much going on to deny the fact that there more than likely is a divine elegance that created our Universe.  Now if it had a hand in putting us here specifically I kind of doubt that.  To me God is the Universe or if you were able to leave our dimension and see what's going on you'd see millions upon millions of dimensions of universes all in a sea and that would make up god.  As well I don't disbelieve that Jesus walked the Earth.  However I don't believe some of the stories that you read in the bible.  I do believe that certain people were chosen to try and convey the messages of a divine order but as with most things like the Constitution it gets taken for a ride over the years.  More or less this is why I've made my own religion to follow.  To me creationism or how we got here was as if God formed the idea for how the Universe would work and then let it ride and life would spring where it could which if you study up on your cosmology is in billions of places.

Ya, sorry about that jumbled mess.  I've had to write it down for a little bit and here seemed as good a place as any.

Eh I've been meaning to write something of interest on here for a while but most of the time nothing much interesting is going on.  I've met a couple new ladies and I'm seeing where that's going to go but I don't have my hopes up for much.  I mean as much as absolutely love women and stuff it can be a lot of drama and finding a lady that matches my personality and maturity is actually kind of tough.  I generally fucking hate dramatic bullshit, passive aggressive attitudes and mind games.  All of these will make me just remove myself from a situation and basically say, "well fuck this I'm done."  I guess I just don't have time for it, if you can't be a straight shooter with me, I don't want any part of it.

I've been checking out CDs by the pound at my work.  I seriously take home at least 25-50 CDs at a time and listen to a few tracks from each just to try to expand my knowledge of  music.  Don't crucify me or anything but beforehand my spectrum was pretty narrow and I'm glad to see it widening.  I don't stick to one particular genre or group I just grab stuff that looks interesting or that I've heard people talk about.  The last thing I was listening to is some band called Tortoise and I think they're pretty decent.

I've been working a ton lately at least 9 hours in the store and at least 2-3 from home daily.  I haven't had much time to do what I want to do but that's OK because Winter and I don't always get along to well.  At least I get to go visit my fam in Rhode Island this year and see NYC for the first time.

I've been getting the itching feeling lately though to sell off most of my stuff (-my car, I dont' think I could leave that behind!) and move to a village in France or Italy.  I'm kind of sick of the excesses of America and the general attitude at times.  I kind of want a simpler life where I have to read what I have and don't have 8 million terrible food choices a day to pick from.  Not only that but I kind of just want to get away from everything

I promise I'll catch up with you all as soon as possible!

Ryan