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No Title posted : 11/05/09 at 05:42am pst

10 Things that make me believe that there's something more to life:

1) Chemical equations!  Everything balances!

2) Evolution

3) My ma had better be there!

4) The Iron content in my blood.

5) Women  (All parts)

6) How when you die and decompose your atoms and such will be used in other living things.

7) How all sequences of events before and during the

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nothing special posted : 10/12/09 at 01:04am pst listening to:Robyn Hitchcock

nothing much new to report just thought I'd add this here

 

If it doesn't work I'll try again another time haha.

 

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I really want to see that for real!  Its called the Galactic Core.  I don't think I'll ever get tired of looking at the Universe.

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No Title posted : 10/10/09 at 12:01am pst

Sometimes I feel like I need to travel to the edge of the Cosmos to get away from it all.  Maybe there I can find peace from the constant surges of stimulation that alter my feelings on what  I really need.

 

Not trying to be emo.  Just how I feel at this moment in time.

Yar posted : 10/01/09 at 01:57am pst

So. I'm single again.  I put an end to the complicated mess that was my pseudo relationship last night.  It was time.  Don't get me wrong, I really really care about the girl but she needs to focus more on herself and reach some of the goals she wants.  I can't be in a serious relationship with someone that just wants to coast through life. 

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No Title posted : 09/24/09 at 01:05am pst

So I'm over my cold....Mostly.  I'm still hacking it out and sounding like a pedophile when I laugh.  Still its better than getting something really nasty or the flu.  I hate have an abnormal fear of vomitting.  Needless to say its spread like wild fire around my work and half the staff has come down with it in some form or another.  Except

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Name Ryan Age Occupation Retail Location North Carolina Hometown Dubuque, IA Sign Virgo About Me I am a paradox. I'm ultra laid back and high strung at the same time. I enjoy almost everything about life and have my own religion I follow more or less (No shit) If I was born with a gift it would be my ability to read people and help them with their problems. I love doing it but I don't want to be a psychologist because I wouldn't think I could handle someone killing themselves that I was advising. I'm a skateboard rat and a corporate bastard. Another paradox right there. I love free enterprise but I believe Communism could work. I think I'm really well adjusted and I can honestly say I dig who I am. Why Im a GodsGirl's Member Addison hounded me to death! :) Superhero Power clairevoyance Sexual fantasy I seriously love having a lady sit on my face. Either with panties or without and getting them off so many times their legs shake. I also like being the aggressor through spanking, breath control, choking, slapping and degrading remarks and forced sex. Weapon of Choice Hobbies Skateboarding, Astrophysics, Reading, Film, Music, Drawing and History Music Everything from Miles Davis to Nine Inch Nails Movies so many its not even funny but my current fave is Jaques Tati's Playtime Books Tons, mainly scientific non-ficition like cryptozoology, physical anthropology, astrophyics and military studies. My current fave is Physics of the Impossible by Michio Kaku TV Cheers, Third Rock From the Sun, Becker, The Universe, Forensic Files Art Food No Fast Food please Education Status Single Orientation Straight Ethnicity Birthday sep 11 Who I Idolize My parents and Napoleon Bonaparte Goals IT Degree and buy a house. Bedtime attire Boxers Nerdy Secret Pleasure criterion dvds. My Favorite GodsGirls Unicorn or Pegasus? if Patrick Duffy was shooting lazers at you how would you defend yourself? My Website