i hope everbodies having a great holiday. i totally didn't go to my lil family get-together (told them i didn't feel well cuz ive been working too much).. the thing is i don't feel bad bout it at all. it's because my daddio and i do not get along at all since my mother passed away so theres no real relationship there. i didn't wanna c the rest of the family cuz all they do is critize me bout my actions, the way i look, and my since of humor. im the black sheep of the family, but ive finally come to terms with it so it doesnt hurt me so much anymore. i mean, i have a whole other family (friends, bfs family) that treats me like a "real" part of the family and doesn't make me feel like shit bout the way i am. ugh anyways ill jus be working tonight but only for 6 hours.

hope everybodies having a great holiday!

xoxox