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 I haven't created a painting since I have left LA. I have been blocked, depressed, uninspired. Tonight I started a small one. It is nothing super exciting but I finished the prelim drawing and that is usually the hardest part. It is a girl in ecstasy with puppet strings going off into the distance. It is inspired by a bunch of black metal songs

 Here is another awkward blog with my huge cat Freddie. He weighs like 27 pounds. He is amazing.

In other news, I will be eating BBQ tomorrow with the boys. It should rule. I also named my mustache Nico. 

 MY LIFE RULES. I AM JUST SAYING NOVEMBER CAN SUCK MY DICK. I AM GONNA WIN. I ALWAYS DO! I AM A FUCKING WINNER. This message comes to you from someone who was heartbroken earlier today but said fuck it and then he decided to be more awesome than anyone. I don't care about anything. I am the best damn game in this town. Cockiness doesn't suit me

 Here is a video explaining why November is the worst month for me of the year. 

In other news I bought some sweatervest and shirts that I think are cute for my Portland trip for my hot dates with my lady friend.

 I have the most annoying voice ever in videos. If you can understand me then you win. I am never making another one of these. HAhah.

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This is a cd I will prolly never get to send off, but i figured I would share. It is a bit all over the place. Sorry about that.

Track List:

01 - Off With Their Heads - With You

02 - Against Me! - Untitled

03- Andrew Jackson Jihad - Heartilation

04 - Banner Pilot - Portland Lights

05 - Dear, Landlord - High Fives

06

 Today marks the one year anniversary since I last had sex. I think that means I am a virgin again. It is not from a lack of trying on my part, but more of the fact that I can't close deals. I am an excellent opener, but closing I always falter. Well here are some shitty drawings I did, I need to get back into the swing of  drawing again.

 Loneliness. The bane of most humans. The fear that drives use to meet people, to run away from others. The driving force behind civilization. There is nothing so divisive as loneliness. It can cause people to retreat into worlds that do not exist. The isolation from people, from life, from love, sometimes seems like the answer. It almost never

 All I do currently is work and listen to Black Metal. I never thought my life would boil down to this. We need some more sets of girls in corpse paint though. It would be pretty awesome. Get on it ladies.

Mayhem

Bleed down to the fucking core
You're going down for fucking more
Screw your slimy guts
Driving me fucking nuts
Chainsaw in my bleeding

 My life is pretty boring and lonely, so I decided to finally accomplish something and learn a language. I chose Russian. I like the way it sounds. That is all for now.