dating kat von d???
fucking weird man
im laying here in bed trying to get laid by my man and he wont get the fuckin job done!! hes out in the lving room with his buddies while im in here drunk1!! fuck that ill get the job done by myself dickwad
i got my lip redone today, there is such a complete difference from this time to last.. there is no swelling whatsoever, the inside of my lip doesnt feel like its completely scratched and chewed where its pierced and.. it just feels great! its in a good place too im glad :) uhh and thats about it.. my weekend is ending :( they go to fast but i enjoy work, been busy! hope you all are doing great, have a great night
i went to the body piercing shop today to change out my nose jewellery.. when i was there i asked about my lip ring and if it was pierced too high and they said yes :( so the guy (really cool dude) took it out and he said he would do it for free in two weeks once my lip goes down a bit and isnt so swollen.. my new nose piece looks really rad i like it. i also got my hair did my hair today.. its more blonde!! its almost there!! platinum!! gina put in a few lil pink extensions too so i took a pic of that and of my sad face and of my nose jewelzzz

sad face no lip piercing :( (i look like a fuckin 4 year old here)

more blonde!!

its called a tupac!! JAJAJJAJAJAA
eric and i are going out to eat at pf changs tonight for vday. i bought him a video game and some candies hehe i gotta write out his card now have a wonderful vday everyone!!
before i serenade you all, WHOS GOING TO THE GLOW IN THE DARK SHOW??? its on fo-twenny here in the SD baby
look ladies, have your man put this shit on blast and baby makin will be goin on in 5 min
You can't roll a blunt to this one,
You gotta, you gotta well, ya gotta light a J.
You gotta puff a J on this one. (inhales)
You can't even drink Crist-OWL on this one,
You gotta drink Crist-ALL. Woo!
Buy some red wine, a little Gocha 9-7
This is for the grown and sexy,
Uhh!
(Pharrell - over penultimate line to intro)
You're so contagious, I can't take it
Have my baby, let's just make it
Ex-cuse me; what's your name?
(Jay Z)
Yeah, can I get my groove in on someone,
'cause I see some ladies tonight
that should be hangin wit Jay-Z, Jay-Z
(Pharrell)
So hot to trot.. la-dy!
(Jay Z + Pharrell)
Excuse me miss, what's your name?
Can you come , hang with me?
Possibly. Can I take you out, to-night
You already know what it's hittin for.
Ma I got whatever outside and you know what I'm sittin on.
50/50 venture with them S dots kickin off.
Armadale poppin now, only bring a nigga more.
Only thing missin is a Missus.
You ain't even gotta do the dishes, got two dishwashers.
Got one chef, one maid. All I need is a partner
to play spades with the cards up, All trust!
Who else you gon' run with, the truth is us
Only dudes movin units - em, Pimp Juice and us.
It's the Roc in here!
Maebach outside got rocks n air
PJ's on the runway, Young got air
I don't land at a airport, I call it the clearport.
Therefore, I don't wanna hear more,
back and forth about who's hot as Young, holla!
(Pharrell)
Sex-cuse me... damn!
You're so contagious, I can't take it
Have my baby, let's just make it. La-dy
(Jay Z)
I got my Gocha 9-7 on right now,
You gotta puff a J to this one.
Can't roll a blunt up to this one boy.
(Pharrell)
You're so contagious, I can't take it
Have my baby, let's just make it
Ex-cuse me; what's your name? (AOWW!)
(Jay Z)
Cause I see some ladies tonight
that should be rollin wit Jay-Z, Jay-Z
(Pharrell)
So hot to trot.. la-dy! What's your name?
(Jay Z)
Cause I see some ladies tonight
that should be rollin wit Jay-Z, Jay-Z
(Pharrell)
You're so foxy girl.. you're so hot to trot..
(Jay Z)
Everybody's like, 'He's no item. Please don't like him.
He don't wife 'em, he one nights 'em!'
Now she don't like him, she never met him.
Groupies try to take advantage of him, he won't let 'em.
He don't need 'em, so he treats 'em like he treats 'em.
Better them than me, she don't agree with him.
She's mad at that, he's not havin that,
so those opposites attract like mag-a-nets.
She sees more than the Benz wagon, the friends taggin along
with a flashy nigga braggin on the song.
She gets a glimpse of Shawn and she likes that.
He 2 ways her, so she writes back.
Smiley faces after all of her phrases.
Either she the one or I'm caught in the matrix.
Fuck it, let the Fish-burn
Red or green pill, you live and you learn. C'mon!
(Pharrell)
Sex-cuse me... damn!
(Jay Z)
You gotta throw on your fine linens for this one
(Pahrrell)
You're so contagious, I can't take it
Have my baby, let's just make it. La-dy
(Jay Z)
You might go, you mighta gotta go get you some Scooby Doo's.
Gotta throw on ya Scooby Doo's; those are shoes by the way.
(Pharrell)
You're so contagious, I can't take it
Have my baby, let's just make it
(Jay Z)
Gotta throw on Scooby Doo's, hehehehe
(Pharrell)
Ex-cuse me; what's your name? You so foxy girl
So hot to trot.. la-dy! What's your name?
(Jay Z)
This for the grown and sexy. Only for the grown and sexy. Uh.
(Pharrell) Lady. What's your name?
(Jay-Z) Woo!
(Pharrell)
You're so foxy girl.. you're so hot to trot..
(Jay Z)
Love let's go half on a son. I know my past ain't one.
You can easily get past, but that chapter is done.
But I'm done readin for now.
Remember spades face up, you can believe him for now.
But ma you got a f'real f'serious role.
I'm bout to give you all the keys and security codes.
'Bout to show you where the cheese, let you know I ain't playin.
But, before I jump out the window, what's your name?
(Pharrell)
Sex-cuse me... damn!
You're so contagious, I can't take it
Have my baby, let's just make it. La-dy
You're so contagious, I can't take it
Have my baby, let's just make it.
(Pharrell)
Ex-cuse me; what's your name? You're so foxy girl..
So hot to trot..
La-dy! What's your name? You're so foxy girl.. You're so hot to trot..
(Jay Z)
Woo!
why does this bother me so much? i hate being so emotional over the fact that my boyfriend doesnt come home. i know he's not up to no good, he's just out at pizza with his friends and riding his bike but.. this is his home. we moved from our hometown to the beach, its about an hour away from where we used to live. i know its logical for him not to drive late at night and yadda yadda but ugh, it just annoys me. this is his home. my mom told me things will change once he gets a job out here because then he'll think about driving out there more.. since his work is still back at our hometown, he can just hang out with his buds after work and not think of anything else. i think the thing that irrates me the most is that i know if i were to go out and spend the night somewhere else he wouldnt be too pumped on it. why do guys get away with this. then it just goes into the fact that i have a career now and i grew up quicker than my peers and boys just.. never grow up.
i really really try to stay calm and not get upset over it because i know it just causes issues and problems between him and i but it's driving me insane. i wish i didnt care. i wish i couldnt care. i wish i could just get it off my mind and just enjoy my time by myself. it sucks because this happed last tuesday and i went home from work the next day because i was so stressed out and upset that my anxiety was taking over me. i cant let things like that control me. i cant!!! ill probably just end up popping a xanax tonight and pass out.