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more tattoos today!!!!!

i hung out with some girls i worked with at my last salon, it was depressing. as fuck. like one of them was saying how ohhh its soooo busy right now the money is so good and they were saying how like there was a meeting last week where the owners just like gave every one 100 dollars, and then they asked me how was the money at my salon and i was just like.... ya, its just slow right now, cause i mean when i got fired (for reasons i could sue the shit out of them over) i was like, oh well im going to make more money any ways... i make less hourly and i make less comission. i just kept quite most the time. i miss my old job. alot. but i guess atleast im getting some money. i mean i made bank at my last job, but i guess min. wage at my new job is cool...

fuck.

the angst, the frustration, the heartbrake, the confusion over my sexuality, the depression.

hopefully things start looking up when im 20?


i really want this soccer shit to be done with cause all i really want to watch is the equestrian events.
FUCK

im losing faith in everything other than weed.

you know how there is always that guy, that nice guy, who never stops talking to you, who is always there when you need some one?

i guess a "first love"

ya, hes a sweetheart,