irishfirefghter's journals

OK     so how do i do this, break it down barney style for me cause i have no idea, so help a brotha out if yo can thanks

ok i've been going thru the forums today, and saw a link to go to a "search" page, but now i cant remember which forum i saw it in and can't figure out where to find this Search page at, it's a page to find certain topics in certain forums, can anyone help, and yes i know that i'm lame when it comes to this stuff, so bare with me please, thanks.

i keep getting sent to resign in everytime i try and look at anything, anyone else having this problem

 

I need to know hoto get a picture off of photobucket, I didn't put it up but need to find out how to get it down

what was the last thing to go thru Kurt's head before he died ?

 

 His 2 front teeth.

 

 

I know I know I'm an asshole but i saw a forum started on him and that joke always pops in my head when i hear his name or read about him, yes i need help i know but i can't stop laughing now, i need a drink lol

you are sincere, frank and outspoken, though rather pliable and often perverse. your tastes are fastidious; you like artistic surroundings and spend much time in making your home pleasant and attractive. you are affectionate and demonstrative and will probably fall in love at first sight.

 

this was my fortune from Annaliese, i'm not one of those ppl who read the horrorscopes everyday, but it's wierd, that when someone does this it always seems to be rigth on, i dont think i've ever heard anyone say oh that was bullshit, thats not me or anyything like me, so either i'm real nieve(spelling?) or you understand that i'm just talking out loud and not tryin to get all technical and shit, ok whatever, later

ok so i put up 3 new pics, nothing fancy but you might enjoy them, so go have a look

I'm the guy you see laughing and having fun but at same time you think " well he's just your regular straight lace kinda guy, quiet keeps to himself, and definetly not someone that would have tats or would be running into a burning building", well guess what that's me.

 

I'm your average guy but theres more to me than alot see or think or could imagine and yeah no one wants to hear it but fuck you if you can't see past me being the smallest guy in the group, in height and weight, but i can garauntee that i have the biggest set of balls and won't back down from shit if i know it's worth getting into.  guess what i'm trying to say is (and i do it also) stop judging people by how they look and if they dont dress like you or act like you and maybe don't know everything you do give them a fuckng chance, we all have our own talents, what ever they may be, and fuck i'm rambling so much i'm nt even sure if this is making any fucking semse at all, but fuck it who cares. well thatws my rant for now gonna go smoke a cig and get ready for work in the morning, hopefully we get a nice big fire tomorrow, cause i need to see some excitement besides the crazy ex g/f who stole my kids cough medicine and is now telling everyone she's knocked up but the best part is that she's telling then this while she's sitting at the bar sucking down vodka and cranberry juice.  boy can i fuckin pick them , if they were beatin at a child, molested, raped, been to jail, A/A meetings, ex druggies, crazy ex b/f's, i mean i have my own baggage but fuck man can't i find someone that is somewhat normal to a degree and not a total fuckin basket case, if she's out there someone let me know please cause i'm going fuckin nuts here, well thats it i need sleep and tired of bitching, so take care and i'm out.

ok here we go, not to many of you really know me, partly cause i'm not as active as many others on here but still like to pass on any good news i have. So here goes, i wrote before about this girl i met, and how great and wonderful it all was, well i'm herre to let you know how great and wonderful it still is. She's been down in South America for the past week for her cousins wedding, and i have missed her tremendously, her mom is from the states and her dad was from Nicaugra(spelling?), unfortunately he passed away a fewe years ago, so i was never able to meet him and tell him what a wonderful woman his daughter has turned into. Never before have i felt the way about someone the way she has me feeling for her, normally i get bored oh after the 2nd maybe 3rd week if it gets that far, but i can see getting old with this girl and we even joke about where we'll have our wedding, and she loves theme parties and shit like that and we even threw out a few themes for a wedding and it wasnt scarey in the least bit. She's a smartass like me, she loves my cheesey corny jookes and believe me they are cheesey and corny but all in fun, also she comes from a good family, and not tryin to say that anyone from a rough childhood or damaged family is no good, not saying that by any means, but just seemed like any girl i've met in the past 3 years has had some kind of abuse, drug habit, assault, jail time, or daddy was never there, and it always comes up and causes problems, ie. they dont trust anyone, they drink to much or they want a father figure and not someone to father their children, this make any sense ? i hope it does, cause it's sounding good in my head but lookin funny on heer, and don't want anyone thinking i'm an asshole from reading this. Guess just tryin to say thats it's FUCKING AWESOME that i've met someone that i love with every bit of me, just from the smallest story, or eating dinner, drinking a beer or making love(WOW) it's all just fucking great, well by now you're probably sick of me bragging about this girl, but hey i'm happy and wanted to share it, so hope you all find the same one day if thats what you want or hope you find whatever it is you are looking for

ok so i've dated a few chics over the past few months, well more like hung out, spent some time and then got laid, and then it didn't work out, or whatever excuse i gave, BUT i me this intriuging, curious, sensual, gorgeous woman (that's right didn't call her a chic but a woman) last week and have had the most incredible time with her, talking, drinking, dancing, and oh wow, the sex, let me tell you abobut that, i have had sex with a good number of women,no not tryin to sound like some Don Juan but just sayin is all, but wow, i never and  mean never enjoyed it this much, i mean from the smallest kiss or touch, and even teh smallest movement during intercourse, it all just sends signals to every part of my body and it just feels so damn good that i can't believe that i have this incrdible woman laying next to me, and to think that we lived within 2 miles of eachother our entire lives and happened to meet at a bar i work at when i happened to just randomly pop in for a beer and she was there with a chic i know who hadn't seen her since highschool andn had just ran into eachother a week before and then i meet this new girl and FUCKIN WOW, i just don't understand how this incredibly hot woman hasn't been with another man in 2 1/2 yrs and i don't understand how no other guy has ever jumped at the chance to snatch her up, well i just had to share this bit of info, and cause seems like a coupke of us out there are getting lad pretty good, right Mojo, lol

 

Later

irish