ok here we go, not to many of you really know me, partly cause i'm not as active as many others on here but still like to pass on any good news i have. So here goes, i wrote before about this girl i met, and how great and wonderful it all was, well i'm herre to let you know how great and wonderful it still is. She's been down in South America for the past week for her cousins wedding, and i have missed her tremendously, her mom is from the states and her dad was from Nicaugra(spelling?), unfortunately he passed away a fewe years ago, so i was never able to meet him and tell him what a wonderful woman his daughter has turned into. Never before have i felt the way about someone the way she has me feeling for her, normally i get bored oh after the 2nd maybe 3rd week if it gets that far, but i can see getting old with this girl and we even joke about where we'll have our wedding, and she loves theme parties and shit like that and we even threw out a few themes for a wedding and it wasnt scarey in the least bit. She's a smartass like me, she loves my cheesey corny jookes and believe me they are cheesey and corny but all in fun, also she comes from a good family, and not tryin to say that anyone from a rough childhood or damaged family is no good, not saying that by any means, but just seemed like any girl i've met in the past 3 years has had some kind of abuse, drug habit, assault, jail time, or daddy was never there, and it always comes up and causes problems, ie. they dont trust anyone, they drink to much or they want a father figure and not someone to father their children, this make any sense ? i hope it does, cause it's sounding good in my head but lookin funny on heer, and don't want anyone thinking i'm an asshole from reading this. Guess just tryin to say thats it's FUCKING AWESOME that i've met someone that i love with every bit of me, just from the smallest story, or eating dinner, drinking a beer or making love(WOW) it's all just fucking great, well by now you're probably sick of me bragging about this girl, but hey i'm happy and wanted to share it, so hope you all find the same one day if thats what you want or hope you find whatever it is you are looking for