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So I'm sitting here bored at work (thank god for a job where I'm able to sneak and lurk godsgirls all day long). I thought I'd post a journals with some rants, pictures and such since I really haven't posted to many journals.
Things are rocky lately. Between stress over money and such and living with my parents again after four years, I'm about to go crazy. Thank you to friends like Ducky, Jenna, and Rakkell that keep me sane and smiling and laughing!
I started talking to a girl a couple weeks ago, and we REALLY hit it off. We had ALOT of things in common such as music, art, books, and overrall we were able to talk on the phone for hours about random shit and not get bored. Unfortunately she lived in Atlanta. Which, yea long distance sucks, but I do not have the ability to go out with someone everyday and date right now due to three jobs I have. She assured me that she wanted to try, so I was estatic. Well she starts getting all wishywashy, and then one day she texts me and mentioned something about a girl she was dating. So I told her I'd leave her alone and she didn't want me to. Well we had a big falling out, and speak no more. It sucks, because she's an amazing person and I was happy to have found a girl that holds my interest.
School is boring because I'm only able to take one class, Sociology. It is, however, an interesting class and my professor is cute in a nerdy way.
Work is good! Although my office manager goes #2 and doesn't wash her hands which grosses ME THE FUCK OUT, and she's a major bitch. My coworker Brandon is awesome and he makes me laugh, in fact I got him to join godsgirls because he loves boobies almost as much as I do.
I'm planning a trip to NYC November 6-8 with Ducky and my best friend Kim. I'm so unbelieveably excited I can't contain myself. We plan on cuddling with Sioux and hanging out with JM darling if he's not off gallavanting around the US.
I have developed SEVERAL girl crushes as of lately on Darcy, Joelle, Chelsea, Harlequin, Anya, Maddox and the hilarious Ronnie. Man these women are amazing, and I love godsgirls for bring so many beautiful women together in one community!
ALSO! Rhys McDonald and I have become buds and I'm currently in the process of taking pinup style photographs for him so he can draw a pinup toon of me! SO EXCITED!!!!!!!
One of my tattoos was posted on the new awesome site www.tattoosnob.com. Go see it here: tattoosnob.com/2009/09/16/inspire/
I've been thinking about reapplying lately, not quite sure since I've been turned down twice already. Ducky told me I was honorary godsgirl already <3
Here's some random pictures I've taken lately.
I need to get more comfy flannel shirts like this:

I recently got new sheets and a comforter, and I fell in love with my bed all over again.

I take pictures of myself at work when I'm bored.

Panties!

I got this bra recently and it makes me feel sexy :)

NOOOODZ

I AM IN HEAVEN BECAUSE OF MY NEW TOYS. glass dildos are the best thing ever, and if you dont' have one, you need one!
Also, this vibrator is fucking amazing.

If there was a film made about my life, Bonobo would be the soundtrack.
I've also recently gotten into Phoenix, The Sounds, and The Noisettes. Look them up.
Thats all for now, hope everyone is having an amazing day <3
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hrtofthematter
well thank you sweetie!
and you definitely need one. IT.IS.AMAAAZING.
BradSabbath
<3
I'm sure everything in the end will work out :)
Very nice pictures ...
I'm not quite sure what to say about the vibrator .... it looks umm nice?
RhysMcDonald
You should journal more often.
Also, you're a spunk.
hrtofthematter
I SHOULD journal more often. give me something to talk about!
spunk is good right?
RhysMcDonald
Yes, it's a good thing =)
also....
...wow.
that is all.
hrtofthematter
wow.
nice.
hot.
gorgeous
RhysMcDonald
I have to go to the jack off now, brb.
hrtofthematter
k, can you take a video? lots of heavy breathing please
RhysMcDonald
kk
I'm on it
richpdx
You're pretty, and very sexy. You'd be in if it was up to me :)
Darcy
hi, im in love with you :]
hrtofthematter
hi, i'm in love with you too.
find someone to marry us when i come there in a month, because we're gonna get married.
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i think you would make a great gg
glass dildos are awesome
i needs me one