hillakilla

Last night i had a pretty odd dream. Strange enough that i feel i need to write about it: So i'm sitting in a church, and in my dream it is my regular church that i go to every week, even though in real-life i don't go to church. everybody is going through the line for communion and i see GG Kristy stand up (i don't know her in real-life, but was looking at her sets last night, so that must have something to do with it). Anyway, she's wearing a black strapless dress, and when she stands up it comes down a little bit exposing her nipples a little bit, so she kinda looked around hoping nobody saw, and nobody else did, but then she saw i was laughing and i made it pretty obvious that i did see. So then after church i made a comment to her about it and from there somehow we got to talking about how we are both really into rock climbing (i'm not actually). Then we look outside the church and there are huge boulders outside with some drunk guy climbing on them... We go outside and it turns out the drunk guy is my friend scott, and he falls off and shatters his ankle, like bones sticking out and shit, but he's telling us that it'll probably be fine, and this happened last week to him too. Kristy pulls some kind of ankle brace/splint type thing out of nowhere and fixes scott up and everything is fine....

and that's all i remember. it was one of those dreams where you wake up thinking "what the fuck?'

so let me know if you know what that dream means.

i've decided to take the LSAT (Law School Aptitude Test) and it is on saturday, which approached much sooner than i had planned. I think i'm pretty much unprepared, and need to study more... However, i took a practice and did alright, but only answered half of the questions on one segment... so if i can work out my strategy on that segment i might be able to do pretty damn well, which would be good. it's kinda got me stressing, so at least that will be over with saturday afternoon, whether i do well or not.

not much else besides that... school is going fine, Last semester unless i go for the whole law school route. if not, i guess it might actually be real world time. I'm 24 an have managed to put it off thus far, so law school is another attempt at avoiding a real life.

I have a shitty shitty cold, and can't sleep. it blows. it's super cold and blowy outsided too, which also blows. i love winter and snow and all the activities that go along with it, but i hate the shitty weather.

i saw beowolf tonight. i thought it was pretty good, the 3d shit is pretty cool. i guess it was better than doing nothing tonight, me and my friend were the only 2 in the theatre, which i enjoyed because i generally dislike being around other people at movies. they always seem to be super loud, or get upset when anybody makes any sort of noise and try to act like you mother or librarian. i find these people to be even more annoying than the loud people who talk to the screen. at least the loud people are enjoying themselves. the hush-hushers just seem bitter, and i would venture a guess that bitterness is probably a major theme throughout their lives, not just at cinematic productions.

i'm rambling

peaceout

I think i'm actually losing it. Last week i saw a mouse in my room, or thought i did... put out some traps, nothing turned up, no signs of it anywhere. Last night i was going to sleep on my couch ( i don't own a bed) and i swear one of my fluorecent lights flashed on really brighly and loudly, it scared the shit out of me just as i  was dozing off, and now, i honestly do not know if it happened for real or not. lately i've been having vary vivid and lucid dreams just as i'm going to bed or waking up, and they are all just about dumb little things that could have happened, but then when i'm wide awake i'm not sure if they did or not. I'm pretty sure i'm on my way to the loony bin... I don't know anybody that is actually crazy, so i guess that's a good sign that it might be me.

it's raining again, and my sunroof still leaks. School books=ruined. well, not ruined, but definitely not able to be sold back to the bookstore at the end of the semester.

it has literally rained like 20 inches in the past month. I'm sick of it, but i hope it keeps up through the winter and we get hammered