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Some debt problems reared their ugly heads before I could book flights and a hotel. This means the money has to go towards that instead...... FAIL...
I'm not going to LA right now. I'm really sad about it but I'm not going to be depressed.
I've got plans to make everything better.
Soooo...... I'll be reapplying for here in about a month and doing loads of other things that make me happy and/or make me money. I want to take away as much of these evil debts as humanly possibly. I want to move on with my life.
I got into my college course.
Goodbye LA but Goodbye Debts
Helica x
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helica
I'm trying to change the way I think about money ruling over my life. It is I who rules over my life because it is me that has the power to generate more money. I have to accept that it's my fault my money problems spun out of control and it's my responsibility to fix it. Positive thinking comes into this all somewhere.... or sheer determination hehe
And thankyou. I'm going to take some new pics this week and try for the second time, we'll see I guess. There are not many other sites I would consider applying to. It's not my goal to simply do alt-porn, I just really love this site :D I want to model for artists and the photographers that want to create artistic photos.
College will be good, I love education. I'm a geek, it's fun.
I hope you manage to get out of all of your debts too, I know you can make it happen sooner than you think. xxxxx
wychlea
My dear, I know of what you speak! If I had a dollar for every time money issues changed my plans, I'd ...well, I wouldn't have money issues! :)
Do what you gotta do to get outta debt first!
Hugs!
helica
I will. I'm growing up, learning about priorities and all that :D xxxxxxxxxx
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Ahhh no! I just hate it how money seems to rule (and ruin) everything. I still have a year or two before I'm fully clear of my debt (paying back at minimum obligation rate right now - but I'll have to take stock at some point and see if I can eliminate some of the interest).
But, I admire your spirit and determination in making the best of what opportunities you have. Best of luck with the GG application (with the way you look there surely should be some alt erotica site out there that'll take you on board), and all the best with your college course too.