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my halloween went fairly well. i dressed up as a gypsy, meaning i wore my everyday clothes with a scarf tied around my head and some eye make up. haha. went to a haunted cavern/circus with my family then headed out with some friends to the bar. was invited to go to Bunny's house, but i was kinda already a town away. sad face.

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i might kill my ex-husband. he has started a bible study in my coffee shop on thursday nights. which is the only night i work there. show some fucking respect man. i attempt my best to keep some distance, but he's "just doing Gods work" and "maybe i'll be willing to let Jesus back in". really? really? he's came in 3 weeks in a row and when he was

so there is this guy who i met through myspace [i know. lame.] but we met up last may and things weren't akward, it just wasn't time. i was still recoup-ing from my divorce and he'd just gotten out of a relationship. but we have alot in common and have the same sense of humor. so we kept up with txt and email, etc. he'd occasionally come see me at

.....and maybe i'll grow the balls and actually talk to my parents. i know they know something is going on. as does my sister. i ran into a friend of hers and jake said they highly suspect something anyway. it's just actually getting the words out of my mouth. maybe it would help more if i actually knew. i like people more for their personality

school is pretty much owning my life. between it and work i'm on the go non-stop 6 days a week. sunday is my one and only day to do nothing and it's full of homework. plus since i'm up and going early everyday i can't sleep past like 8. if i do i feel like crap the rest of the day. school has been great though. my orientation class might kill me

i got my aviators finally the other day. best $17 i've ever spent. i'm blind so everything has to be prescription. but i've pretty much lived in these.

i've embraced my curves. i had a really hard time there for a bit with my weight, but i'll take having some hips and a pooch over the horrific looking skeleton i was before. plus i've gotten alot

i got a 20 minute lecture from my uncle today how i know my bible and i need to date guys and blah blah blah. and all of that just because i shaved my head at the beginning of the summer. i mean seriously. he doesn't even know about the club, etc. it's pretty ridiculous. i'm not sure if i'm ever going to live happy or not. i'm stuck in this bubble

the largest fly i have ever seen is flying around work. stalking me. i'm waiting for it to try to kill me. i know it'll happen.

the other day i got to see the birth of kittens. it was fascinating yet disgusting at the same time. makes me glad i will never have kids.

i'm definitly at this giant transition period of my life. my friends are pretty cut

this week has been the suck. which is funny because i'm in an awesome mood. figures.

first i broke out in hives. not fun. whittled it down to my friends i stayed with's blankets. yay sensitive skin!

while my hives were clearing up, the air conditioner went out at work. working a coffee shop at 90some degree's is not fun.

the ac got fixed and it's

i am beyond tired of bullshit. from my family. from insane church people. from rude customers at work. from evil bill collectors. from my landlady.

this of course could be due to my being sick the past few days and my period on top of that.

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