goldenone's journals

i sm so drunk right now. baasad. very bad. i just triec to put asway the washing up and kept forgetting if the forks go on ythe left or the right side of the knives. thsat was realt y hard.

uh oh. this looks like a ash drunkeb journal. uh oh.

i'm oing to have some two minute noodles with cheese and put myself to bec.

tomorrw i wil talk to my boss about why my assitant got promoted ver me. when i'm sober. bastrads

This was a big long blog with heaps of my drawings in it, but my stupid browser closed down on me and deleted the lot, grrrr!!

So check it out on my myspace - www.myspace.com/prudenceclaire
The Art folder is friends only, so you might have to add me to see the stuff.  Meanwhile I'll try to figure out how to post them in a journal without my browser freaking out about it.

Here is Julene:

And Eva:

Everyone is posting negative nancy journals today but I'm adding mine to the list.

I found out today that my assistant is being promoted over me.  In a company-wide email.  So everyone else also knows.  I hate this place so much.  They didn't even feel the need to inform me ahead of time what is happening, I just got to read the email.

I really have to try not to cry.

I've been here 18 months and am almost qualified.  He's been here just over six months.  It's the stupid fucking sausage fest in this office.  He will now go out and negotiate directly with landowners, get a hefty payrise and get to travel and claim expenses.  I, being a girl, will stay in the office and type.

FUUUUUUUCK.  I want to go and tell the boss how I feel right now, but I might cry and that would not be good.

Tonight i'm going to finish the drawings I started last night of Eva and Julene.  Drawing is hard!  I hard forgotten how hard.  It's not making the face look human which is difficult, it's getting the likeness.

Eh.

Also tonight I'm going to get my nails done with pink tips!  Yay for girly treats.  I'll obviously have to post a photo of them in the "ghetto fab nails" thread.

I just applied for another job.  The lady at the job agency totally didn't want to know me.  I had to run downstairs with my mobile and talk all quietly since I'm at work.  I was like "This is a total change of industry for me, so my resume is going to have completely irrelevant experience on it and I was just wondering if I could talke to someone..." and she's like "Yep, great, okay so send in your resume and just put something in the covering letter about that. Okay! Thanks, bye!".

I didn't even get to say the bit about me having to give at least two weeks' notice to this employer, which will be bad considering the job I'm going for is probably an immediate start.  Humph. And the new job is great pay cos it's night shift (yay can't wait - no more early mornings) so I really don't want to miss out.

I just read Jenna's journal.  OMG she is hilarious!  I love being able to say "I just read Jenna's journal" like I broke into her bedroom and read her secret journal. Um ah.

I really want to get my nails done with pink tips, but there's nowhere NOWHERE near me that does it.  Or, not that I can find anyway.  Poo.  In other news, I can't wait to go home and do some more drawings.

Every paragraph of this journal starts with "I".  And it's totally disjointed.  Eh.

I said I was going to draw on the weekend and I did!  Here is my impression of Stiletto...

Bit rough but not too bad considering I haven't drawn ANYTHING for like, 5 years.  Yay me!

I will now take requests...

why are they so damn good?!

i had the best pills on saturday night, the best that i've had for YEARS.  Unfortunately the gut rush meant i spent the best part of 4 hours sitting next to the toilet.  but my nice friends sat in there with me and rolled around and talked shit so i still had an awesome time.

got home about 9.30am sunday, went to bed and lay there twitching and not sleeping.  i surfaced a few hours later thinking it would be around 1.00pm.  No, it was 6.15pm!  i lost a whole day!  nice one.  anyway, i got up and had a shower and managed to stay up for a couple of hours, had some noodles which i couldn't finish (my stomach must have shrunk to the size of a tennis ball) and about 3 glasses of sunkist and then HAD to go back to bed - like literally could not hold myself up. then i slept for another 11 hours.

very bad!  but soooo worth it.

today i feel a bit shady though. i'll go out for sushi with my sister and have a can of coke to cheer me up. i did bring leftover pizza for lunch but i totally can't stomach it.

Last night Ryan and I watched the fireworks at Reynella.  I thought it was a bit weird to have fireworks on Easter Thursday (aren't we all meant to be mourning our saviour JC) but it was cool.

I got all teary cos it was so pretty and Easter brings all that stuff out.

I went to a Christian school okay.  Easter eucharist was my favourite - with the stations of the cross and removing all the decorations and covering the statues with purple cloths, and having to leave chapel in absolute silence.  I find it very moving, even now.  I'm not religious by any means but I love those rituals and the hymns and stuff.  I reckon there's nothing to make Christmas Eve more exciting than going to evensong at sunset and singing all the Christmas hymns whith the hot sun coming through the stained glass.  And nothing makes Easter as meaningful as the eucharist and all the sad hymns.  It doesn't make me think about Jesus and God a whole lot, but it kind of rests my soul somehow.  I think about people I've lost and all that kind of stuff, and yeah.  It's nice.  Sometimes I think it would be nice to have that constant faith in my life.  It would mean many more things to feel bad about, true (Ryan and I would have to get married for a start).  But also many things to say thanks for and actually having "someone" to thank.

i can't stop though.  i keep having ideas. i am such an afternoon person. right now my brain's in overdrive. everyone else is having three-thirty-itis and stumbling around bleary-eyed looking for chocolate, and i'm charging through my work AND having awesome ideas at the same time.

i'm going to do some gg fan art this weekend. i used to be a good artist in a past life. we'll see just what ,if anything, i've retained. it might just be a series of stick figures with names written on their heads... 

I know it's lame but I love typing my name into Google like "Prue is" or "Prue looks like" and see what results you get.  Here is what I got today:

Prue is the mother of three teenage boys
Prue is currently employed as Director of Music at Penrhos College
Prue is one of the smiling faces that will greet you on the phone or at the reception desk
Prue is studying the dispersal of Hormosira banksii (Neptune’s Necklace)
Prue is a media relations legend

Prue looks like she will end up with a 50% return on her investments
Prue looks like Giselle Bundchen

I'm such an over achiever!