... there's nothing better than sitting in front of the computer with a big bowl of pasta and re-reading my favourite gg's journals. it always cheers me up to shovel spaghetti and cheese in my mouth and read about someone's life on fast forward. everything scoots past so fast, one entry it's all excitement about a trip away and then the very next entry is photos of the trip. you can read a whol year's worth of events in an hour or two. i don't know why that comforts me.
at the moment i just can't face work and i keep coming home early, begging sick, so i can hang out on my own and read, eat, do housework and stuff. luckily it's a long weekend this weekend so i can have the break i obviously need.
oh my god, the course i'm doing has been stressing me out so badly, like one of the assignments gives me a panic attack every time i think about it, and i just am too terrified to get started on it or do anything because i don't even know where to start. it's due at the end of this month and i've just shoved it to the back of my desk and can'ty even look at it. i was talking to one of my friends who did the course a couple of years ago and apparently that subject isn't actually required to get licenced. you need to to get your diploma, but i don't care about that. i can get licenced and start practising without doing half the subjects you need for the diploma. needless to say i'm dropping out of the panic attacks subject.
i'm so annoyed with itunes. years ago i got all my cds and diligently ripped them onto the computer as wma files. then i got an ipod so i had to transfer them all into itunes (incidentally in that process i lost all the file names so i have to rename like 1,000 songs, which obviously sucked badly). just recently i got a car with an mp3 player. it turns out that 75% of my music in itunes is in aac format instead of mp3 so i had to convert them all. that was ANNOYING but it only took an evening. then i discovered that all the music i had bought off itunes wouldn't convert to mp3. these are songs i've PAID for and i can't change the format. now i'll have to burn them to a cd and then rip them back onto the computer, making sure i rip them into mp3 format. i bet the quality will be just top notch after that little exercise. NOT.
stupid itunes and ipod and temperamental apple products. grrrr
tonight i'm going to get my hair cut and bleached as white as possible. i'm going back to the solarium to get a bit of a tan because number 1, my skin is getting really bad again and the solarium clears up the rashes etc and number 2, if i have white blonde hair and no tan i will be just too washed out - especially with my big black glasses!
okay well that's enough ramble-town for today. my friend kelly is coming to pick me up soon so i should ge pretty myself up for her
xxx