I feel like such a huge bonner for not seeing it.


I woke up to a fucking voicemail from my "girlfriend" saying "my flight for england leaves in an hour" "ill miss you" "write me lots on myspace" "take care"...

i was pissed enough about that.

i played the message to a mutual friend at a party
and she said.. "wait.. shes still your girlfriend even though jack has been sleeping with her?" and i go.. WHAT???!?! 

yeah that blew.
aparently it had been goin on a fucking Month behind my back

im wrecked

. anyone want to take me on a date? I'm vulnerable, weak, and naive