dorklord

Ok So after waiting fro three weeks i got my car back. I can now start sending my resume again to as many jobs as possible until I get interviews, go to said interviews, proceed with interviews, and get jobs.

On an other note my body is itchy. I should shower soon. My place is a zoo. I need to write. Well I guess I have been neglecting myself.

So I've been seeing a new girl. Things are good.

That is life so far.

It is gray outside. I hate it. I know I should not care. I have lived in colder, wetter, darker places in my life. Yet when it is gray in LA I feel I am cheated. This is supposed to be sunny California. If I wanted a gray cloud I would've headed east to New York two years ago. Instead i headed west. So give me my sunshine...

That being said my curiosity for all things Scandinavian has increased a bit since I have discovered Sissy Wish. That being said if I lived in a Scandinavian Country I would have to deal with allot more gloom then I deal now. But I guess you are used to that. In a Scandinavian country you have things like national health coverage. a better wealth distribution and low unemployment. Gloomy days are the cost of living in there.

In LA you need the sun. How else can you put up with the back stabbing and high rent.

On an other note I need to lose weight. This means I need to start running every day, and I need to eat out only once a week as opposed to 7 days a week. So ar I've bee good about the eating at home part. But I still need to get off my butt and run.

Also i newed to pick up m apartment. The main room/bedroom is a zoo...

Well that is all... I am loose from drinking Southern Comfort and stimulated from my coffee. I will write a bit then sleep. Then shower and leave.

So I am applying to ten positions a day. So far I have applied to forty positions. Yet last night I realized there were problems with my resume. So know I 'have probably broadcast my stupity or at least my lack of attention to 30 different employers. I feel so dumb.

So I am looking for a new job. I like my current job but I ran into two problems:
- I am paid peanuts and I can't see any advancement in sight.
- I am fucking tired of the graveyard shift.

So here I am looking for a job that has all the benefits I have grown accustomed too (full medical,dental, vision, 401K) but with more pay and a day schedule. If the gig can be as close to where I live and be an "industry" gig it is a done deal.

I have started applying at various companies based on the help wanted ads on various job sites. My goal is to apply to ten jobs a day. So far I have applied to 8 but it was during the weekend. So tomorrow I will look up more job sites, email etc... I will also start a short list of dream jobs/employers and start contacting them. Who knows what I will find.

On a different note I am need to clean my pad. It is gross, messy, and chaotic. If I get a new job I might hire a maid to clean it once a week. The place is tiny so it should take an hour or two at most.

Also a new job might put me in a better place dating wise. I feel I need to get out of the permanent adolescent curse I am stuck in. Then again the thought of leaving my inner child scares me.