So I'm sitting here talking to Stacey and my fiancee (who is at her mother's today) which is fun.. and I'm listening to Linkin Park Live in Texas DVD.. Anyway, on to the real part of my post.

Krystal (my fiancee) asked me just now how she managed to meet such a sweet guy (her words, not mine). And I had to respond with, "you like gothic porn?" because we met on SuicideGirls.. and that led me to think about something that always manages to come into my mind in one way or another... The question, 'What if...?'

I mean, I know it's very important to never live in a "what if" world, especially knowing that you wouldn't be in the same position you're in now without making every single choice you made in your life. Sometimes however, you gotta think about it.

For instance:
-What if I never joined Suicide Girls?
-What if I hadn't been dumped by my last girlfriend?
-What if I hadn't gone to the college I chose?
etc.

I believe it's important to never regret anything you do, because it'll make you weaker. But what do you all wonder, "what if..."?