TheSquall

So, like Sam, I'm getting ready to take the GRE general exam. Mine is on October 02 and I am pretty confident I'll suck balls. HAHA.

I don't really have much time to study, which is the WORST part. I work 50+ hours a week, and on my day off, I get to attempt to do laundry, grocery shopping, etc.

Anyway, I just took a computer test and got a 450 verbal (lolz. I got like a 630 back on the SATs) and 710 on math (down from a 740 I think).. I didn't do any of the essays because I don't really know how much I can prepare my writing. I've always been horrible at English and I personally don't like my essays (although people argue that I can write decently well).

Oh well. I just have to keep trying. I'll take another practice exam next week on my day off.. Or at least try to :P

How is everyone doing?

Oh, and I leave you with Ninja Cat... a video I just saw a link to :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=muLIPWjks_M

Boo, I don't like working 6 days at my one job, for 50 hours... :( I had 2 days off this week (Thurs/Fri) but then my store manager gave me a 6th day without asking....


QQ right? :P


How is everyone doing this Sunday?

Have a good Monday everyone! I get to work 10-7.. whee! :-/

So I'm sitting here talking to Stacey and my fiancee (who is at her mother's today) which is fun.. and I'm listening to Linkin Park Live in Texas DVD.. Anyway, on to the real part of my post.

Krystal (my fiancee) asked me just now how she managed to meet such a sweet guy (her words, not mine). And I had to respond with, "you like gothic porn?" because we met on SuicideGirls.. and that led me to think about something that always manages to come into my mind in one way or another... The question, 'What if...?'

I mean, I know it's very important to never live in a "what if" world, especially knowing that you wouldn't be in the same position you're in now without making every single choice you made in your life. Sometimes however, you gotta think about it.

For instance:
-What if I never joined Suicide Girls?
-What if I hadn't been dumped by my last girlfriend?
-What if I hadn't gone to the college I chose?
etc.

I believe it's important to never regret anything you do, because it'll make you weaker. But what do you all wonder, "what if..."?

Tomorrow my fiancee goes into the planned parenthood place in chapel hill for an abortion :-(

Kind of makes me sad, because I want to be a father, and I think I'd be great at it.. But at the same time, we're both young, and we don't really have the resources to support a child the way we want to.

We're also considering an IUD. I don't know too much about it, but I guess it's supposed to work really well and not have any chemical imbalances? I don't know, if anyone does, please inform me.

I have tomorrow off too.. I actually had 2 days off of work this week, which was really nice :D

And uh... that's about it.

<3 to all.