Switchblade's journals

(sorry not the gods girl.)


I'm eating another clementine, I love these things. I grabbed a bag from walmart when I was there and I'm probably gunna eat the whole thing by the morning.
yummm.

my girly comes over tomorrow, you know what that means...

oh its gunna be so nice to sleep, I've been up for 42 hours straight now.
sweet dreams

so yeah this weekend I took my girls virginity, amazing as expected, and now she wants to fuck all the time. so much I was sore by the time I went to work on sunday. this shit is crazy. her bed, her floor, the couch, the bathroom counter, the bathroom floor, the shower. totally wasn't expecting this, but guess I'm that good lol

Okay its been forever since I wrote anything here. I've kinda been busy with work and having a new girlfriend.
So not alot is new beside the fact that I actually have a girlfriend now. she's super sweet, quiet, shy and beautiful. It hasn't been all that long and we're really comfortable with each other, surprising with her cuz I'm the first guy shes ever done anything past a kiss with.
 so this weekend is gunna be nice, excited for it actually. well friday I get double time at work so that means 8 hrs at double my pay yay! then I'm going over to my girlfriends house, her parents are away so I'm gunna spend the night or two, and have sex for the first time together, but its her first time ever. kinda special I guess. but gunna be fun.

peace out
shawny

happy 4th of july!

having a life, actually I never really had one.


warning: never become a workaholic it sux.


I go to work, come home and go to sleep then go to work the next day.
I'm lame

getting my Jetta tomorrow. I've wanted one for so long and I'm finally getting one.
you cant understand how happy I am. and I def need the gas mileage, getting 15 mpg
in my jeep aint cutting it.

So I've been mad busy lately, working alot. 40 hrs a week, big change from being unemployed. I do have to drive 40 minutes each way but a dudes gotta work. It's a pretty cool job, I get to sell sneakers which is awesome cuz I love sneakers. I get to stare at and flirt with tons of hot foreign chix and rock free Puma gear. Its crazy on the weekends though, on sunday I was given the goal of selling $2100 but I did $3200. I gotta work today 2-10 shortest shift I've had since I started but oh well. 7 hrs. I also found a pair of Air Max Lights I've been looking for at the Nike Factory for $40, when I've seen them retail for $100+.

                                                               
Yay I'm finally getting a Jetta. well at least I hope the deal doesn't go sour. 97 mach 3 4cyl. Eventually I'll work on customizing it.  Drop it and paint it  a deep true green with black accents, dark tinting and some nice rims. thats my dream image.

well I gotta get ready for work. peace yo.

and Happy Burfday Autumn.

yo if anyone wants to get at me on IM: my sn is Xshawny845X

So I start my new Job today. I accepted the position at Puma, they offered $10 an hour and like 40 hrs a week. so its pretty sweet. I did my paper work and got my uniform allotment yesterday. a pair of sneakers and 5 pieces of clothing. pretty sweet and allotments every 2 months. Long shift on a busy day, 1 to close, but oh well I need money and its not too bad to learn on the go.

tomorrow is my birthday, yeahh I turn 23. fucking old man lol.

peace

Well I finally landed a job, or three. I had three interviews yesterday and all three were yes.
Now I'm trying to decide between Oakley, Puma and Reebok. But I'm kinda leaning towards Oakley, just seems more laid back and fun. They all basically start at $9.50. which is more than I made as an assistant in my last job.

I gotta go to school and write a research paper due today that I haven't started yet. go piss in a cup for a drug test for Puma. (know the results already. XXX.) bring the form back down, ask a few questions and make my decision.

and Maybe a new (to me) car in the near future as well. VW Jetta.

Life seems alright right now. one day at a time though.


and the American Apparel store in the commons is like my new fav store. Colors to match dunks yay! and I now know to look for the tags marked with red cuz they're 50% off the outlet price. and all the girls working there are fucking hot, and seem pretty cool. zing.

So yeah I'm coming to a realization, and I need to stop, rethink things, redirect my life, get my mind right. I've been thinking too much about the future, I'm down and bored with no job, but things aren't looking too good. I've kinda let school slip a bit. I've become more anti social than I promised myself I would be. Instead of having no life and money, I have no life and no money. Theres not even a chic I'm crushing on, but who the fuck cares, I'm giving up on that shit, even though I want a relationship. and total guy comment I want sex with meaning.

I gotta stop and take a look at things like I did this summer, when I decided to go back to school, start taking meds again, and got a job where I'm around people all day. I had a good time last semester, but I'm not in the right state of mind right now. I gotta stop my head from racing around the bend and take each day as it comes. Live for the moment, go step by step, but fuck I dont have too much motivation to get off my ass and do that, but I gotta do it.


Okay its funny, I can go into any store, even where they have uniforms and no matter what, I get asked if I work there, or a customer asks me to help them with something. IDK what it is, but from walmart to H&M I get it.
Another funny thing, or kinda sad depending on how you see it, I can be in a store looking around and I help people pick things out, almost like I'm working there and selling stuff. I actually like doing that. its weird. I think its cuz I did that every day for 6 months I kinda miss it.