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As I write this I am drunk. I guess in some ways this state of being allows me to open up.

Some times I feel that humanity is a mistake, especially when I go to town. We charge head long and try to get laid and pick up women with meaningless words. And for most this works.
For me however it seems impossible for me to communicate with your average person. Who wishes to talk about their day, or the shoes they bought or the next thing they will buy and even their jobs.
I how ever wish to talk about philosophy, about what if’s and what not’s, about beliefs and thoughts of the world and its path. About the spiritual and unseen.
But if I truly started a conversation to an individual about the building of the pyramid or the thought of ones true meaning they would thing I am mad.
I have problems meeting people, because I thing out side the social box. I see the world so differently than most.
When I did finally meet someone who half understood d my views of the world, she used me and threw me aside when she was done.
This might seem like whining and in truth it is, but I can not see this world in the same way as most and I believe that will always leave me alone.
I can live with that eventuality.
In the end I am who I am. And I will try to change but might never achieve that goal. Hopefully I will find the strength to change.¨
But if I do I conform to the world’s view of how we should be and live?