Member : RavenStar > journals > reading "And today started so well.. (venting ahoy!)"
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I woke up in an unusually good mood, which kept going for pretty much all day. I had a really good therapy session with my counsellor where for the first time.. well, since I started them, I was feeling really upbeat and positive. Actually came home from counselling in a really good mood, which was a first! Cooked some really nice pasta for dinner, watched Puss In Boots and cuddled a bit with my partner, then thought.. hey, since I'm in a good mood, why not go on cam for a bit, see if I can earn some money?
I've been on now for at least three hours, over one hour of which I've spent non-stop dancing to some really sexy tunes.. and not a single. bloody. token.
And now I'm thinking of rage quitting, leaving me feeling really frustrated for sleep, which is never a good thing! I mean at least last night I could get people to talk, even if I hardly earned anything at all. Had some very interesting discussions about politics and lots of other things. Tonight hardly anyone even saying anything.
Bah, just needed to vent my frustration somewhere. Maybe I'll just go and masturbate furiously to get my mind in a better state for sleep! :D
Edit: Fuck it, more whisky and Sherlock Holmes on audiobook.
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