well to be honest, later today will suck. 5:15 am and I'm still awake. sleep is but a dream I will not have. and what sucks is I've got lots of shit I need to do today. I hate insomnia. I never had trouble sleeping when I was a drunk, sometimes I think that maybe I should start drinking again( haven't had a drink in 1 year 3 months), but I know I can't since I can't control my drinking. fucking blah. I'm gonna shut up before I start rambling on about shit none of you even care about.