i started to write this journal entry with a bad attitude just now... i was gonna basically bitch about how broke and bored i am. how i need to make more money to have more time and be able to do stuff. and how i'm half-in half-out of a shitty relationship, where not only am i not having any fun but also he's confirming that none of my effort is going to pay off. he expects everything to work without any effort, like magic!, and while i know that there's always a degree of difficulty in any relationship, i'm pretty sure it's not supposed to be this hard on one person... me. so yeah.

instead i'm gonna talk about nice things. like hanging out with the BFF last night, seeing some great hardcore bands (Sabertooth Zombie, Die Young, Seven Generations, the Seperation) at Gilman. i'm gonna say that was a really good donut with sprinkles on top.

and i had fun going to breakfast with another galpal thismorning, eating marscipone, and then walking around the flea market and buying a pink cotton bra with a my little pony's graphic design on it... for $3! haha and how my dad gave me an all-in-one printer toda because my stepmom got it for free with her new computer but didn't need it cause they already have a badass wireless all-in-one set up.

and i'm gonna talk about how my internet love and i had the most amazing time on aim the other night. which i know sounds silly, but seriously, being naughty has never been so damn fun! and now i have the hottest pctures i've ever fucking seen added to my personal collection. i might even frame one, ya never know! ha

oh and i also might mention that i did pretty well on my math test last week, so hopefully with enough studying like that, i might actually pass the class with a decent grade!

i'm supposed to get my stimulus check this week, but it's only $300. i was expecting more for some reason, and thought i'd book an apt for my next tattoo idea... but now it looks like that's not gonna happen. i could probably still get the outline...? maybe. but i was browsing the office depot's digital camera section today and i'm thinkin it's time i shell out...

hmmm, so anyways, that's my day's rambling.