Maquiladora

Wow, I post a lot.

In May, I cut all my hair off after having "a bad day".

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v78/shahanna/Picture629.jpg

Thankfully it grew quite fast, or seemed to.

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v78/shahanna/Picture5.jpg

It started growing back with quite a bit of grey in it. So I did the only thing that made sense to me and dyed it black. Goffick.

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v78/shahanna/Picture9.jpg

It's about 2cm longer than that now.
So in 4 months my hair's grown about 2 1/2 inches.

Recently I've also been having bits done on my side tattoo, which I shall refrain from posting until it's finished. I bruise so much, it's not fun.

xoxo

This is as much of me as people normally see.


This is my stupid moon face! wtf is going on. chubby chubby.


I'm kidding. Well, maybe.
I swear I'm such a strange mixture of narcissism and totally paralysing shyness.

I do keep putting on weight though.
Yikes.

Oh, did I mention I fucked my knee up royally?
This was JANUARY -

And it never stopped hurting. So I toddled off to the doctor's and am now waiting on a hospital appointment to see if I need surgery.
Apparently I must have twisted it or something when I fell because the ligaments around my knee have somehow loosened. What.
My life is a total mess right now. But I don't want to talk about it more than superficial whining.

i've been off sick loads because I can't walk/keep forgetting my meds and ending up crazy and in effexor withdrawal with is one of the worse feelings ever, so i'm not getting paid nearly as much as usual, and my bloke's been kicked off Job Seeker's Allowance because they found out I live with him and i work full time so he's not entitled to the meagre £90 every 2 weeks that the government shell out to people looking for work. though he told them all that when he applied in the first place.

Got my ribs tattooed on the 17th, aah I can't wait to get it coloured!
I had to see a psychologist on the 19th, and again this Thursday, and so on.
MISSED seeing my psychiatrist today because it totally slipped my mind. Oops.
my fiance's mum's getting married on may 12th.
Have FINALLY got my hospital appointment for may 15th in the morning. Fingers crossed.
PROBABLY LOADS MORE THAT I CAN'T REMEMBER!!!
and as you may be able to tell my memory for dates is pretty rubbish.

I can't even really go anywhere anymore because of my bloody stupid leg. Except the pub, obviously.

shut up, caroline.

xoxo