Manolos's journals

wow....i am exhausted. but i don't think i have a reason to be

yesterday i

-baked choc chip cookies from scratch

-baked orange rolls

-make bbq tofu

- pole dance class...was kinda dull

 

i woke up and felt like i had been hit by a truck. i had odd dreams...maybe that is what the deal was.

im at smiths olde bar today work in the booking office...i love this job. i have soo much fun and share soo many giggles...

there is an awesome show at smiths saturday night....lord t and eloise...

awesome. then my friends are playing for comcast on demand local music program tuesday night at smiths too!

i need better pics of myself. i always look so sorority girl in my pics. and i really wanna get a tattoo that isn't hidden...10 tattoos and you cant see em unless i take my clothes off! AH! oh and i need to touch up my purple in my hair..i need to do that..grr i keep forgetting...

i am sad...i got my email today saying that i am not what godsgirls is looking for...

 

1st dream o flast night: i was a heroine in a zombie flick...yeah we were trapped in a mall with zombies eating peoples faces off.

2nd: my friends started a coverband to earn money btwn gigs for their original band. well they were getting booked for proms and i was dating the bass player so i had to buy prom dresses to go with them to all these high school proms...i think a zombie was wondering around in that dream too...

 

well i watched the last mimzy before i went to sleep last night so i have no idea where zombies came from...

so i applied to be a godsgirl today! i don't have a lot of pics of myself. esp full body! my friends and i never take pics when we go out bc we would have to pause the fun to snap a pic! and who wants to pause the fun!

lol

 

one of my old sorority sisters told me how i need to go about getting a job at a club she used to dance at. and she said that they would prob let me dance a few nights without a permit so i could earn money to geta permit...which rocks!

love my life

i want to start dancing professionaly but i can't find a club in atlanta with permit assistance..grr

 i learned how to climb the pole last night...so much fun. i was having fun with how to come down. tryin out lots of sexy poses and skin burning moves...lol

 

So there is a little rift btwn two venues in town....well that is a lie. One club (bc there are rarely original bands there) has a problem with everyone else it seems.

Well this is the club i danced at the other night. the guy that manages/books the venue made me an offer today. He told me that he would raise my shift pay when I danced as long as i didn't dance for any other rock club or rock band.

Now what girl would agree to that. Obviously if this is my first paid dancing gig and he wants to make that offer imagine what else I could do!!! I have had requests to audition for a burlesque troupe and my friend says that his sister might hire me to teach at her studio. Then from there I could dance at any of my friends shows. WHY WOULD I LIMIT MYSELF!!!!

hell and it isn't like he is offering that much of a raise. i would go from making $38 dollars (w/tips) to $118 (with tips). If I want to make money that bad Ill just head over to the strip club that loves tattooed girls and dance there and make $500 a night...

but shit is about to get ugly with this guy bc i had to tell him no to his offer bc i just went back to working at the club he is pissy at (bc they can book original bands every night of the week and make money doing it when he couldn't apparently).

so i will have to take deep breaths over the next few days

okay so i joined suicide girls last september when i was in LA and was bored. through the sgatlien group i met a guy who told me about gods girls. i am glad

people have their panties in a twist in the sgatlien group. i can never make it out to their planned events bc they always plan them after i have plans. i got messages from memebers of the group saying that they wanted to meet me and were so jealous that a few people had met me (these few paid attention to events i posted about where i was going to be).

now these few who were jealous are posting middle school posts on the group page saying how they are tired of people who post their own personal shit in the group and never show up to group meet ups. i am gonna break it down for them but i think these points are valid to why i haven't shown up

1.)i don't drink. so i am not gonna come and hang out at a bar that doesn't have bands playing. that simple. i do not want to sit around drinkin water all night and my entertainment be drunk people alone. i am not okay with that

2.) pretty much all my friends are in bands. as soon as they put up new dates for local shows (which is at least a month sometimes 2 in advance) my plans are set for that night. and they come before people i don't know

3.) if you want to meet me i will let you know where i will be hanging out or catching a show. so don't get pissed when i don't show up to your event that isn't fun for me!!!

whatever.....

its gross here today and we have a huge spring shipment coming in today