Manolos's journals

i totally need to be more active on here. i have realized how rarely i log on now. bad girl!!!

so i have been playing on my pole. have a massive bruise near my armpit. but its all good. my friends came over and i gave her a lesson...oh and ignore previous price if you want lessons...$5 an hr is cool. but i know a lot of the girls on here aren't from atlanta so ...i am just  throwin it out if you do know anyone.

i am gonna start giving pole lessons at my house..prob $10-$15 per 1.5 hrs. I'd like there to be at lease 2 people together.

but hey i am down for anything.

HOLLA!!!

I leave for the City of Angels tomorrow evening! I am soo stoked. I have no idea what my plans are when I am out there because my friend has not told me what we are doing! AHHHH makes me nervous! I did so much the last time i was out there that there is nothing touristy to do!

oh well i will find something to do! if anyone lives out there and has some fun ideas let me know! i def think i will have to go to Metal Skool Monday night tho..

so i got my x pole the other day. totally stoked.

asked my stepdad to help me put it up saturday mornin. he told me no

said it wasn't goin in the basement.

my mom and i told him everything. told him that it was removable and that it wouldn't leave any marks. told him how it would be put up in the basement and everything

i want to cry. i wanted to start working on lesson plans so i could start giving lessons. my friends have said they would pay me for lessons...i am really really bummed. i might have to sell my pole...

so i finished level 3...almost busted my ass in the beginning too

i am jobless come friday..

and my best friend had always talked about how she was gonna take me on her graduation trip her mom said she would pay for...not anymore. said she is taking someone else now...so that means we aren't besties i guess

i am ready to move.

my friend had me send her my resumes bc her friend needs a nanny for her 3 yr old boy.

couple are kind of big deals. so that equals big money is what i was told.

my life is kind of in limbo here. i have been told that the people i hang out with like to stab me in the back. that's what i get for getting people into shows for free all the time. i have been getting used.

sucks.

a little dark and blurry

song: 1 More Fix by Rockets To Ruin

myspace.com/rocketstoruin

so boy that kept me up sex texting is deleted from phone

he was always expecting me to do all the work.

like last night he was eating at the same place i was

a mutual friend told their table i was on the other side of the patio.

one of the girls came over to say hi.

she texts me later to tell me boy was mad that i didn't come over to say hi

why do i always have to be the one who reaches out to make contact?

i never ever fall for guys. just always sleep with them and move on.

i fell for him without really knowing him. it was a big deal to me.

glad i didn't get in deeper for him to hurt me more

sex texting kept me up till 630am

no joke.

some of the texts made me shutter

but i have to be good and not fuck and run

i actually like this one