Manolos

so i got my x pole the other day. totally stoked.

asked my stepdad to help me put it up saturday mornin. he told me no

said it wasn't goin in the basement.

my mom and i told him everything. told him that it was removable and that it wouldn't leave any marks. told him how it would be put up in the basement and everything

i want to cry. i wanted to start working on lesson plans so i could start giving lessons. my friends have said they would pay me for lessons...i am really really bummed. i might have to sell my pole...

so i finished level 3...almost busted my ass in the beginning too

i am jobless come friday..

and my best friend had always talked about how she was gonna take me on her graduation trip her mom said she would pay for...not anymore. said she is taking someone else now...so that means we aren't besties i guess

i am ready to move.

my friend had me send her my resumes bc her friend needs a nanny for her 3 yr old boy.

couple are kind of big deals. so that equals big money is what i was told.

my life is kind of in limbo here. i have been told that the people i hang out with like to stab me in the back. that's what i get for getting people into shows for free all the time. i have been getting used.

sucks.

a little dark and blurry

song: 1 More Fix by Rockets To Ruin

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