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all that i know for sure right now is that my hair is growing longer. i hide behind my hair when i feel shy, you know. sometimes i will be walking around...somewhere... listening to music and yes, i'll be walking all along ... and suddenly! i will remember something someone said or something ridiculous that i did and i will feel my cheeks burn and i will hide behind my hair. i am glad i have long hair.Â
i'm spending more money than i should be on films. i think i invite the wrong people to come and watch them with me. i think i invite people that i know wont come, sort of on purpose. that sounds ridiculous. think of it this way: if i know things won't work out then i don't have to put too much (any) faith into them and i won't ever have to be disappointed, in the end.Â
this is sad. i'm not at all ungrateful for anything because i am grateful for everything but i don't think i can recall the last time i felt 'fucking amazing'. perhaps parts of my subconscious are still in a transitory period between the past and the present. hope so.
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TheUberDork
aside from your shirt being open and incredible cleavage all up in my face... I think you look beautiful. cute even. don't hide behind your hair, it might actually make you cuter to someone that well actually matters.
I know what you're talking about. setting yourself up for disaster. I do it too. you make plans you know will fail... I do that too sometimes. don't really know why. I'm on the verge of getting out of my own personal rut.
Magdalene
good luck getting out of ruts. to you and me both <3
TheUberDork
I'll drink to that! ;)
Bonny
i have always felt the same way about hair; i've had long bangs my whole life because i like to retreat behind them when threatened:) no worries, darling, you look splendid.
Sadie
You are beautiful and I love your hair <3
Magdalene
mmmm beautiful beautiful sadieeeee
JustNick
your pretty and you should hide behind your hair im sure it looks really cute when you blush haha
pigman
I remember something stupid I said or something ridiculous that I did in the past and I say to myself, "that was years ago in the past and the past is the past".Doesn't always work, but the embarrassment usually goes after a few minutes.
Stenno
You're beautiful :) What's there to be shy about huh? :)
Magdalene
guuuh everythingggg
Karlilla
you've a sweet face and a sexy body! that is just perfect :)
Diana
that pic of you is so alluring and sexy
daaaamn hehe
BrokenPath
Wth...Milkandpillows woman!!? I was enjoying that :(
Why it go away?
Magdalene
it made a babe sad. ;/
BrokenPath
Which one? :(
Magdalene
a boybabe i crush on.
get msn nate!
mojojones
Stop being shy or I will find you in public and embarrass you by acting retarded , wetting myelf while yelling "this is the song that never ends" and telling everyone your my reasone d'etre.
I believe this will help.
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I suspect that I often do the same thing. Old habits do die hard, I suppose.
Don't make them your habits, my dear. You are such a delight; your romanticism, your (com)passion, your creativity, your everything, really - I could go on, if you like, every bit of you is so wonderfully, perfectly YOU, and no one else. Oh, my dear, how I could gush upon these pages how grand you truly are. : )
You may not feel "fucking amazing", but I can assure that you ARE.
<3